salty-salty(:

may post. exams.

2008-05-04T20:11:00.001+08:00

SOOO FLOOODDEEDD WIIIFF PHHOOOTTOOOSSSSS!!♥

poooook pokx)

ignore me!

hahaha! wad ar u doing? kinda pose.

another one. ;D

yup. last photo which was v clear.

danmn, freakiiiieeenneesss.

guess wad?! exams ar going to be over soooonn!!

urgh, so bored.

i lost my emaths notes. all of them.

LOL! n emaths' tml! great!

geees, finally got to meet da sao:p

she's one i'ld look up to n one i'll say is..paraniode. LOL!

2007, around this period of time,

i was busy sellin myself to OBS. lols.

hmm, its almost a yr already.

haiiisiisississhh,,

we played catching wif those 'now-a-days' kidos.

we were twice their age or even a decade older then them laaarrraaaaahhh.

those dirty minded kidos. tsk tsk tsk.

hais, kids now are so innocence-less.

finally! im well after 2wks.

fantastic! im ready fur holiday babay!

wwwwwwwwoooooooooooooooooooahhhh!

im so gonna meet my bestiie jasmine!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MY DEARxD

HAPPY ONE MONTH & LOTS OF PHOTOS!

2008-04-30T22:39:00.004+08:00

yup, tts all the photos(:
finally get into photo bucket. wad a lag com.
anyways, photo bucket had this 'new' thingy, so fun!!:D
looks lik im a sua gu. lols. happen to play wif it.
aiyer, look at tt greedy face!! (x

exams ar.. zzz.
but at least i wont hav to do hw! miaoling! hur! hahas.
im sittin rit behind wif my sec2 CT partner, same place same partner YANYAN!
lols! paper start, we'r still holdin on to our notes && still chattin. LOL!

yeah all the way fur exams ppl!

oh oh! happy one month! lovessss<3

&&, the feeling of it is juz so so amazing!

thankyou!♥

2008-04-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

2008-04-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

2008-04-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

thanks frens

2008-04-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

:D
big thanks FRIENDS!
u guys made my day(:
although all of u noe tt it's written out of frustration,
i'll be fine, i have to.
u all ar so love-ed<3. i mean, totally;D

mum or dad?

2008-04-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

i asked my younger bro,,

hu do u prefer? mum or dad?
"both"

while im thinkin,,
"neither"

gosh, i cant believe tt's the first ans tt came through my mind.

there, is where my innocence, its no longer here.

wad u did was showering money,
you've nv shower me wif love.
u didnt even atten me n gorgor's adem khoo workshop.
you told me all u wanted is trust, but u nv had it.
sometimes i juz wanted to say,
all i wanted is love,understandin, neither did i get any.
seems lik heaven is fair, u juz dun get wad u wanted:)
no doubt i turn to my boyfren fur love.
at least when im sick, i can c his worried face.
juz by lookin at how his eyes change from one shade of brown to another,
gaspin anxiously,im contented. in fact, im delighted. listenin to how helpless my boy is.
i guess u ar too immune to my illness,
till ur face muscles ar too tired to show any expressions.
while im immune to all the scoldings n naggins,
till i dunno wat had gone wrong.

i dun mind moving bak to malaysia.
in fact, we shouldnt be here.
i dun care if we'r poor, where there's no com no tv.
but at least one thing i no, n i'll hav it fur sure,
family.

im already 16. freakin 16. DANMIT, IT'S 16!
each yr my bday come n go, n wad's ur reaction?
"hey happy bday!" -hugs-
"u'r getting older, muz noe how to think hor"
"btw, how old ar u this yr?"
fkin danmit, every yr's un-failing qns.
so wad if my bday dinner is located at 37th floor,
so wad if the cake is specially made from the main chef.
SO WAT?! ITS ALL MONEY!
wad i wish fur is juz a simple meal,
or juz a cake,
n ur own danm voice saying
"happy 16th bday my love"
there, is my every yr's bday wish!
FUCK DANMIT! i even tried to hint u!

god, it's juz so wrong.

sec1 camp. u didnt even came to c me.

sec4 adem khoo, u didnt even GLANCE through tt god danm form.
even when u told u bout it, u said u'r so fkin not gonna giv a shit.

fine. be it.

neither. i rather be alone.

from the day when i learn wad's love,
its the day tt i found out tt i was nv loved.

DANM U! worst is u dun even try to act lik u giv a shit.
oh yea, maybe if u acted, it'll be less hurting.

love?

new song!

2008-04-16T21:11:00.002+08:00

HEY EARTHLINGS!(:

NICOLE SCHERZINGER LYRICS
"Baby Love"(feat. Will.I.Am)

I remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,
And I'm on it

And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, your smile
We so in love(love)
La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your la la la la love
Yeah we so in love, love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazy
It's crazy, oh baby

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in loveLa la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your la la la la love
Yeah it's all I'm thinking of
Love, love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

(Yeah)
Everything, everything, oh
Everything, everything, oh

[Will.I.Am]
You're my always and forever
You're my sunshine
On my mind, constant
Think about you all the time
You're my everything

Everything, everything, oh
Everything, everything, oh

[Will.I.Am]
You my new school (love)
You my old school (love)
And it's so true
You're the one I'm thinking of

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
(You make the sun come up on a cloudy day
You're my number one, you're my special thing)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Everything, everything, oh
Everything, everything, oh
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

Everything, everything, oh
Everything, everything, oh
You're my everything
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

yup, enjoy(:

ber went wif me. coz he nid one too.

LOL! his hair was LOL be4 esther auntie cut.

alright, mine is LOL after i cut.

i had a new hair cut!:D

n i think its super ugly,

lets put it this way, it dun suits me!

raaaa!! hahas. im 16! n tt style's fur 14?

super nt my character, looks kinda 'act cute'

&, these ar onli my own opinion.

ber n esther siad its cute n nice, n i turn super innocent. zzz.

nvm, hair's smt tt grows!:D

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super fun! hahahahahas.

xuefang xuefang!

1,2,3. HUR! *look out window*

LOL!

anyways, took some develope-on-the-spot photos(:

shall scan it into com.

yup, it kind of disappoint me.

but i believe u had ur reasons.

oh yes! mid yr's in one week time!

then its HOLIDAY!! omg. so fast.

changed blog skin, it took me 5min? lols

thanks jiaqi fur the skin.

i made it in such a way tt it looks SO ragged.

links ar relinked(:

OMG, MY HAIR!!

muz go wif dark dark eye liner.

OMG! im still slackin away.

oh, i removed my archives abit.

im irritated,

by ppl callin us names.

especially when the master mind is my ex.

sucker.

boy, juz let it go.

i tried to love u, but it didnt work.

it doesnt matter,now, if u still love me or nt.

if u wanted revange,

dun be so selfish.

coz from the start, u noe it's juz a game.

hongster? bitch? oh yea? look hu's talking.

so wad if i were?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANYAN!

2008-04-10T22:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANYAN!! <3<33!!!
srry srry fur the late late post. its 6/4/07, btw(:
anyway, nt furgetting crank! happy birthday too! i'll get u a presents when i go bugis(:
n my fav cousin khang! finally getting to poly eh? happy birthday.
zx's bday its tml, again, happy birthday my lovely partner, i sure do miss u:D
n many many more~! dinah, rima,...
i think there's a baby bomb happenin in april. way bak into 92~

ANYWAYS, im busy plus lazy n super ador my 31stmarch post, therefore, i draggg till now, & post! lols. oh nooooo, i sure 'll miss tt huge pic of him;D

ASUSUALS,well, sch WAS bad. kinda boring, w/o cca.
everyday turns ont the same.
sch rmd hm sch rmd hm sch rmd hm. geees.

SORRIESS,photos! alot! hell lots! as i said, lazzzyyy. lols
i'll "wash" them out first b4 i post them.
specially xuefang's. kekehehehehahaha!

BYTHEWAYS, malaysia trip was lik totally cool! LOL! espeically when someone's meg-ing the wall. lols. cousins ar still cousins, i bet we ate the biggest KFC meal in our whole life. damn it. it's bloody fattening. we were lik, arrgg, how many hrs muz i run to get rid of these fats!! hahas.
joke laugh play, yup, tt us!

ANDS, mid yr's commin, n i didnt realize it. lols. great! i shall flunk! i still got AM 3assignment owing.lols. n getting into lots of trouble lately. im 16, n 'll get a part time in june! hooorrraaayy!!

AHHH~ friendship. it juz dun seem to stop when it gets more n more complicated, eh? maybe its time to stop askin fur others' opinions n reflect on ourselves instead. juz lik a glass, nice, solid, shiney, but fragile. u wont wanna break it, coz u noe u cant fix shatted glass, flawless-ly.

APPARENTLYS, i juz wanna drag him around, telling everyone he's MINE! lols. many concluded, im a reali lucky gal. overnight he became a prince charming tt many desire. then everyone go, 'wad is he doing wif tt bloody hongster bitch, oh god, such a waste.' ha!

TOMORROWWWSSS, games day, therefore, im here to post since tml is kinda easy.this yr abit zzz ah. wrong ppl in wrong games. aiyeyayaya. the HO SEH's shall slack! me n ho seh lim in eco race. eco walk i suppose. haha.SAKURAAAA!! woooooo! eat till u wont wanna c any food crumps fur the next whole week!

FINALLYS, we had our passing ON parade. lols. dun worry, ur 2 beloved OAi/cs had prepared some interesting knots fur u guys. stay tune! love ya guys lots, coz i believe u all can do me proud! RED CROSS RED CROSS ALL THE WAYYYY~! passion fur this unit goes on(:

LASTLYS, its a long long post n a long long day. hey, im begaining to seee. hahas.

TAGGGS.
lifang::relinked(:
HUIQING:: loveyalots too! lovess dearest!
andrew,yanping,xuefang,joleen,char:: THANKS!
bervyn♥:: eh fat, shh! haha!

PS: long live the HO SEH FAMILY & FORCE135.
P.PS: HOSEH HOSEH. ehhh, ALL THE WAY!! ok, this is so random.

my birthday(:

2008-03-31T19:53:00.003+08:00

wif a box tt contains 2 rings:D

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went dinner wif family.

pan pacific hotel, hai tian lo.

lols. the main chef specially made one choco cake fur me(:

its a treat, so nice of him:D n its damn delicious! yum yum!

thanks to dad too(:

went mustafa. mum n dad brought presents fur me:D

on the spot. lols. red G-shock watch n stone MP3.

yawn, shop till so late. basically, the shop wont close, therefore they take their own sweeet time:(

i juz hang arounddd.. till 3am-_-

some sleep toking ppl told me to meet 12!

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PS: i juz wanna note down every bit of this 16th birthday. coz its so so different(:

firstly, god knows where he got this kinda luck, to be the first fren to hav me fur the WHOLE day of my birthday. coz all 15 bday's ar cele wif my family.k, tt's super lucky, bervyn!

he came to my hse to pick me. n made me run up n down fur 3times! eh fren, stairs ok?! hahas.

coz its a v heavy present. tt's y he insisted to leave it at hm. onli to open when im bak.

bussed to JE, mrted to causeway. brought anklet. watched movie shutter.

ok fine, i admit im scared of horror flim. so.. zzz.. but the story line was great. except the fact tt the 'ghost' was on his shoulder all along, eww, tt's super disgusting.

mrted to bugis, brought jianzhong bday present! hahas. its super 'SHOCKING' de presents;D

hope u'r shocked. hahahas.took noe prints! LOL!!! LOL!! we lik so idiot inside. lols. yes im a gal, doesnt mean tt im gd in ALL gal's stuff! LOL!! took so many shots, but onli 4 or less manage can 'kan de guo qu' de. hahahas.

mrted bak to orchard. walking aimlessly. then went into wheel locks.

ate sun's. jap. lols. keep foolin around. hahahs!

photos 'll be posted next time. coz i juz wan to make the onli photo stand out:D

but anyway, i dunno the bill, but the waitress stun when he took out his wallet. LOL!

im super full yet he insisted on buying a cake. totally dunno wad he's up to.

in the end,brought a heart shape choco cake. then went down to the coffee bean(:

this time is details! brought mocha ice blanded, then found a place, settle down.

lit the candle, made a wish, open my eyes n there he is, kneeling down.

HAHAHA! tada, tts how he looked lik tt moment:D

hahas, b4 i said yes, i was lik wait wait, stay there. then this is actually a candid!!

best part is its a candid!! tt child lik face!! aww.. so cute! lik shy rit!>.<"

after tt was lik zzzz.. dad lik zzzz..

went hm, open the present. its a photo book. yup. book.

suprised! all our photos. LOL! aww..

wad a birthday.. a dream birthday(:

thankyou boyfriend! LOL!

shut up!

idiot maid, send u bak USA.hahahahas.

OMG! MY BOYFREN BERVYN NG KANG JIE(:

2008-03-31T00:26:00.002+08:00

under the 30/03/2008 starlight nyte sky in wheel lock shopping mall's The Coffee Bean, he told me to close my eyes n make a wish. but when i opened them, i saw him kneeling down infront of me, holding a box tt contains 2 rings,

he asked:

will u be my girlfriend?

&&, i said:

yes!

he put on the ring fur me, followed by a kiss..

::thankyou my boyfriend bervyn♥

i♥u

2008-03-24T20:31:00.002+08:00

HEY PPL!

FORCE135
hoorayyy!! hahas.

didnt get to run=/
ahhhhh!! miaoling:(

boreddd,
photos next time bahs(:
links oso next time bahs(:
fur march's photos, pls search archives(:

lessons ar getting boringer n boringer. lols.
eh, i done my hw ok?!
finally bak to study mood.

OH YEAH!
turning 16 in 6days time:D

all my 15 birthdays ar spent wif my family.
but this time, someone cast black magic >.<"
kinda luck u got eh, boy?

juz be urself, life's too short to be someone eles's.

it's talent tt had brought u this far, but it's exprience which'll bring u further(:

you cant leave a footprint tt last if you'r walking on tiptoe.

all qouted from different places. which i think is totally meaningful(:

i love you && coz its you who made me believe in love again..

ubin trip

2008-03-12T11:09:00.006+08:00

woooo~ ubin trip was super fun. lols.

totally laugh through.

so many memories there(:

i miss all my obs camp mates!

anyway, i found a candid, n i edit it.

hahahahaha!! he's gonna be so so madx)

i swear its a candid,

my maid. xp. ahahahahahaaa!!!

juz nice my eyedrop wf my name was hanging there wad.

since i always had my name written as bee's or bee's property.

x)x)x) ~~i am a working man.~~

xDxDxD i am bee's working man

pls dun kill me>.<"

BERVYN(x

-my workin man. ;p

photos(:

2008-03-10T22:19:00.002+08:00

10thmarch!
~~someone~~ cooked fur me, me JUX ME, mine, MY, onli me n myself!!:D
fur all my 16yrs on this pathetic world, today, i ate a bowl of 'maggie' which's made fur me me me me me me me ONLY!! YEAHHH, IM SO HAPPY. hahas.
thankyou♥yalots

10thmarch,
& so u fell..pulling me along..

irresistable temptation;)

brought 2 books. v v v v v nice one. shall start later(:

9thmarch
zoooooooooo trip. hahas. scandals scandals, lols.
took lots of funny pics(:

my blog is flooded wif 200photos. lols.
enjoy!;D

~~seems lik my plan failed.~~

littlest things you've done makes me adore you more.grins.
ur CLPSMA + lovelyest=p, thanks YOU! maid>.< hahaha!!!
cheers:D

lastly, I♥HUIQING DEAREST(:

photos!

2008-03-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

VINCENT!! NAH, UR PHOTOS. AHAHAHAHAHA!! BEST FRENS PPL~!!<3

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happy bday babe(:/ jasmine

2008-03-07T20:19:00.005+08:00

hey ppl(:
firstly..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZULAIKHA:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE(:

hmmp. i,aah,furgotten how i past my one week le.
lols. but. DANM DAMN 6KM! ARRGHHHH!
hahas. my chinese garden hse fun eh,beR? hahas.
faker, fake FBT. i slpt thru cca. hmmp. my report card-.- worst of the worst. shit. 4yrs. lols. bloody hell. wooh, busy week commin up. meetin frens, outings. everyday is fully booked. at least i left out suns fur family. i did my part. tried. i got photos. but lazy to update. LOL! go bervyn blog c laa. i wan DS. errrr,,, hahahs. k look, i dont do things fur fun. i did it wif reasons behind it. hais. sian. 1month-.-!! wei le wo de brothers, jiu zui hou yi chi bahs. n of coz, i dun do it fur free. $.$ lols. opinions wont affect my decisions. besides, its so supported. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, buay ta han. sian laaa. one last mission POSSIBLE. hahas. scandal, ni sher der ma? ahahhas. thanks, ~~scandal, pocky, bf, closefren, doggy, dearest,~~ maid. ya, maid!=p

hahahahahahaas. praise u, then proud. hur!

happy bday shann!

2008-02-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHEEHAO(:
HAPPY LEAP YR PPL!
HAPPY ROM TO SHANN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISHAN BABY!=DDDDDDDD 3/1♥
loves!!<3<3
sorry i couldnt make it.

lols, so much to say.
firstly, chior n band were great!(: claps.
pics will be posted next time round.
refer to allies blog fur more.

the.. flag day wes perfect. tag team sh!
we keep aiming fur kids la, they'r so cute!:D

my bloody limenade spoil my bloody hp. bloody hell.
holy crap.

actuallyidunnowadtosay.

omg, u'r juz too tempting.
thanks.

on the whole, i enjoyed my week.

i enjoyed, but wad about ppl around me?
do i even care? i dun even noe they'r worried.
tried so hard nt to neglect anyone.
but those whom i suppose to nt neglect were neglected.
becoz im too busy enjoyin myself.
rit, he said it in my face.

seriously im torn. idunnowadtosay.idunnowadtodo.idunnodunnodunno.
i noe onli dunno. tts all.

i'll lik to recover. fur dad.
pls recover, fue me.

i promise nt to let u down again. sorry. pls juz get well. coz im so shatted inside. irealidunnowatodo.

i've got lots to say. another day maybe.
whenimfeelingbetter.

4moreyrs.3moreyrs.2moreyrs.thisyr?
i rather i die. then waiting fur tt day to arrive.

sometimes i wish to, stab my eyes. maybe it wont be tt painful.

if someone were to come to me wif a lighted candle at nyte.
how gd 'll tt be. how bright 'll it be anw? maybe i'll juz stick wif stabbin my own eyes.

sigh, juz a ramdom post.

frensss

2008-02-22T23:04:00.003+08:00

HEY YO!
ok fine, im lame.
basically so high laa, coz juz finished step up ONE.
juz did some recap coz step up TWO isss onnn theee wayyyy!!

actually i always wanted to say im reali nt angry,
infact, i juz dunno how to face up. & maybe tts y u got the wrong idea of me being mad at u.
sorry.through today, tsk, we'r actually still the same. ^5 man.
gal, we had forgiven each other long time ago.
lets move on my fren:D
although we dun hang out tt much now a days.

coz i gotta admit i reali enjoy wad i had now.
lots of frens, true ones.

hai, today lik wad sia.
scoldin isnt fun, i swear, i vow, i wateva.

oh well,basically if i dun care,i'll jux go up n gave all 16 of u one tight slap on the face.
but, oh well nvm.
anyway, touched tt one of u understood(:

::CHIOR OSO NOT BAD WADDD. hahaha.

juz keep busting, juz keep insulting..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANTING:D

2008-02-21T20:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANTING DALIANG:DD
lols.

yup, tts wanting's bday.
we played wif cake creams. aiya wasted. can eat siaa..
pictures_pls refer to POCKY BER SINGA ALLIES blog.
the longest link jiu dui liao.

hahaha, long stories.
lik wad sia, 1week ago de oso wan say lik tt.
so pai seh. LOL! scandal boyfren.

tue no cca. so happy. HAHAA
once in my holy 4 yrs cca trainin.
wan pon oso difficult. muz cover face cover body to sneak out of sch.
juz to pon ONE training.
but, tue, we got one offical day OFF!!
WOOOOO~
went pizza hut. then v tired.

from last mon, i'd been v tired.
hmmmp,,

i o cher hell lots of hw.
oh man, especially maths-.-

went turtle museum.
super big turtle wif super pervert uncle.
damn, chinese garden alot of )!&$($^!!!
gals dun go alone!!

maybe my bro reali is rit after all.
u gave me one tight slap on the face & fed me sweets after tt.
wads the point? oh well furget it.

please please don't fall.
although its once said impossible.
everything seem so fragile now.
i dunwanna spoil this type of relationship.
its a mistake i dun wish to make, fur the 2nd time, again.
but how? things ar getting more n more out of hand, i cant even identify ur pampering ar real or not. oh grief.
shit, i dunwanna it to end yet im askin fur more.
now, i'll juz keep busting n insulting u.
juz to keep this line clear, juz to make things easy fur me.
sorry fur the insults. sorry fur the one minded decision. sorry fur starting it all.
im so danm sorry fur all the sorries tt dun cure.

once bitten, twice shy.
still true. ahaha.

woooo~ fd comp

2008-02-17T14:39:00.019+08:00

hey!!

FOOTDRILL COMPETITION(:
people, well done!:D so proud of u guys.

yan ting yanting:D

LING♥

our shiney boots(:

boon teck?

international FD comp RCY!

banner.

c how smart!!

♥

the bear in mask wif its owner behind it:D

so small. lols

sh claim tt its an artistic work:/

and so, 16th feb, last yr in FD comp.

ml promised nt to step on my boots in POP><

after FD comp, went out. lols.

hp no battt=/

oh ya, we, allies power, recruited sh. LOL!

welcome another singapore:D

so now got 5, singa(ber+sh),jap(mas),china(zx),malaysia(me).

best 2 man already in.

i think we'll be v strong. LOL!!! ahahahaha

LOL!, lame? oh well, its fun afterall.

go eat steamboat. woooo.

then go esplanade to LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL NYTE VIEW~

WA, SO NICE SIAAA. hahaha.

actually i reali enjoyed, by juz hanging around,

although there's nth fur me to c.

thanks ppl fur helpin(:

nyte, reached hm 11.30 LOL!

nv kanna, wooooo~!!

then went to mac after tt.

ber kanna busted. LOL!. okok, srry.

4plus then slp. so exhausted.

then morning, fever, ps ml. hahaha.

2 weeks nv go gym le..

oh man, my hw-.-lll

valenties(:

2008-02-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

hey humans~

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY~
HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY~

ok, first, i was lik so damn busted by my bros.
ok, shall skip tt.

then went to cafe` cartel wif michx,fang n yan!
woooo~ fun fun! then karjiao shann, wif my eyes n TEETH!
LOL!! then took pics pics, ahahah.

hmmm, nyte. barstard, kanna busted-.-
hey hey mr bervyn valentine~♥
ok, scandals. JUST scandals.

bel choose tuiton over me:( cries cries.
so i manage to propaganda ber fur the date. HAHAH.
loves_

belvin
bervyn
bel
ber
bel bel bel
ber ber ber ber ber. LOL!!
i mean, the sounds the same laaaa.
okok, fine.

had lots of fun by juz walking here n there. hahaha.
ahhh, our hands-.-

markers,
moments-

POCKY BER N POCKY BEE!!
HAHAHAHA! this is the funny one.

lego bank, muz buy muz buy.
mask, dun buy dun buy!

fun, but tired.
my heater pillow!♥
awww...

reached hm lik.. 12plus, then kanna busted, again-.-

BIG thanks to all hu gave me sweets n choco.
n enqi-.- LOL! its nt true man!
special thanks to ber fur keeping me company n being my scandal valentine. lols.
n made it look lik it was reali a valentine. thanks.

love sunflowers(:
coz it means get well soon in one way.
n of coz many more.

photos will be updated next time.
or simply tune in to allies's blog.

oh yea man, wad a.. i dunno how to describe.. day.
ya day. lol.

last game, sat(:

scandal-ness.
O.o"
glad tt we both enjoy single life:D

LOVES♥ <3<3

exhausted

2008-02-12T10:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKZ! buddy<3

EXHAUSTED.

its time to rest.

since im too sick to get out of hse,
i shall go online window shopping:DD

wwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

farhan bday

2008-02-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARHAN10/2(18)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HSIHHWA11/2(16)
ok, in advance, coz wont be posting till valentine(:

b4 i start. me n char brought a v cute little wind-up toy.
shall bring to sch to hiao. HAHAHA!!

thanks char fur organising:D

basically, yea, yea, lik tt la.
fur farhan's party look in to char's blag(:
fur CNY, look into ber's blog fur photos:D

gosh, clash.
fked up.

zx hse still ok la. LOL!
didnt stay long. srry.

nyte! HAHAHAHA!
aput had all the photos.
so danm funnyla.
then went jp. stroll stroll.
all closed already. go take pics.
man, once in a life time exprience.

on bus chat wif allies. hahaha.
i wanted to tell her im a gay.
HAHAHHA!!

reached hm midnight. sharp.

ur CLPSMA thanks you BERVYN(:

photos.

2008-02-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

weeee~ wad a lifeless CNY!
worst-est, im sick now, CNY sick-.- fk.
nth to do, so lookup fur files n docs,
then found out i miss out some of the pics.
n updated frenster. sian. no life man!
newurbanmale guys ar HOT! phew~
its time to slim down n get some muscle on!

miaoling-fur u

2008-02-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

miaoling! fine, this is fur u, n ur ans.
LOL! seriously, cant ta han ur powerful words.
afraid to spoil my mood? lols. nvm, i shall tell u here.
firstly, i've got 30min to burn. coz nid to pray, CNY wad.
i hadnt slp fur 2 days. n im so.. tired. LOL!

secondly, hi anonymous`ess. u all ar always welcome(:

lastly, reflections. yea. i need one. n im doin it now.

conclusion, yes, im avioding. everything.
towards everything of coz.
coz facing it made my felt so terrible.
its da kind of guilt n regrets tt cant be explained.

there'r many things i already knew.
ppl ar juz telling me to c my reaction(s)?
haha, yea, they care, i noe, i noe.
n maybe alot more reasons tt shldnt be listed out.
im sure im nt stupid. thanks.

i bottle up? wosh, where did tt come from?
basically, im aware tt tts wad my frens think bout me.
but, some still truly understand tt im quite a loud person. rit? lol.
mr fazlin juz said ; wow beehian, u looked as happy as ever.
ahahaha. well, y nt? its gd to be appy rit? ppl around u felt happy n cheerful too.
oh man, i hate emo ppl. eeeee~ NO OFFENCE~!!
but yea, some still asked, m i reali happy? wad m i thinkin inside? mysterious me_?
LOL! laughter n smile cant be fake rit? ok, maybe a few. wad m i thinkin, oh yea man, this is wad im thinking now, all these. reflections.

ha, flirting. yes, i did it everyday-.- so wad?!
haha, im single, reali. i nt kiddin. wad evidence muz i show?
anyway, y muz i? me aint god, i dun control minds.
i dare to admit tt i get along wif guys better, n wif gals hus attitude ar half guys.
of coz, i dun go to the extent tt i watch porn wif them-.-
boyish, yea. thankiieW.

time reveal truth. now tt i noe the truth, it made me felt guilty.
hurting? big-nono. im srry if i'd hurt u, by nt taking everything seriously.
still, im sorry. i took away ur first, first romance.
enough, yes, i screwed up. i rocked the boat. i pushed u down n accuse u fur leavin me behind.
im the one sitting there n hum lalala.. nt u ok?
im srry, u shld had reserve this fur someone hu treasure u dearly.
i can giv u all the passion u long fur, but i definitely dunno how to maintain it.
gosh, u'r mean! me? ok.. ya, true.
pls, dun do things w/o ur heart in it.
yes, im the wrong party, im the one hu didnt put my heart in.
revenge? oh pls, even if u hav a hundred plan of tt, i still had to say.
it dun work, it wont work on me. coz i dun reali care in the first place.
so dun go around hurting ppl lik wad i did to u. still, im left wif srry.
if u reali wan to noe wads my reactions, i can tell u now in ur face.
'i dun mind, it dun concern me'. if onli u ask.
if doing all these will make u feel better, go ahead.
im not the victim anyway. i'll still wish u all the best.lol.
touche` tt somehow strike out a balance

i suspect becoz im nt willing to lose it juz lik tt.
im selfish, im evil, im dun wanna be a sore loser.oh, im one now.
from the moment i knew wad is the word game, i noe tt i dun follow rules.
play games play games, c'mom, u'r the one the game played.
game played us, us follow rules.i played rules, game follow me.
of coz, im nt the onli person in this holy world hu is this insane.
from young, i change rules as n when i lik. i pick n change games when i feel lik it.
haha, childish n immature me. so? i enjoyed.
but i always neglect the fact tt when i enjoy, im hurting ppl around me.
which is y conflicts ar my regular coustomers.

great! dun made everything sound so easy, its nt.
its reali nt. every moment felt lik the last.
everthing saw felt lik the last to be seen.
dun say get on wif life or get over wif it n move on.
nv nv assume. dun assume walking straight in the dark is easy.
try it, serious, try it. lets c how u'll fall n bang into objects.
its nt funny, its different, its so scary.
i took months to find the way hm from the busstop.
oh my, did u even care? did u noe how it feels lik.
dun assume everything is perfect fur me.
dun assume tt i'll be fine w/o u,dad.
but now, u can stop assuming, coz its a bingo.
u brought me bak to reality at the age of 16,
n make it clear tt in this world u trust no one.
no, the other way round, no one turst u.
i'll be fine alone, on my own.
u always said im independent, now i'll show u wads independence.
felt so irritated n digusted.

i choose to laugh my way out, to rmb everything i can c now.
i do things wif concious, i did everything honestly.
dun hide behind ppl's bak to do things.
its shameful. be proud of wad u ar n wad u did.
even stupid things, be proud of it. its smt u've done afterall.

allow me,
they'r childish n immature,
noisy n open,
lamers n more lamers,
rude plus hot tempt,
juniors n seniors,
ladylike of boyish,
total man or gays.
these ar my frens, im proud to noe them n to call them my frens.
coz they ar ppl hu made the most wonderful moments in my life.
they knew me inside out. tts y they kept their qns instead of asking.

i noe u'r hintin me. which is y i acted as if nth actually happened.
bygones, let it go. i juz dun wan to bring it up again.
everything can juz stay as it is now.
everyone ar my bestfrens.

of coz there'r still things tt i did nt noe.
im nt god-.-

its a long post.
coz these ar qns asked,
oh, maybe u could find the ans to ur qns here(:

happy CNY btw.

dinner(:

2008-02-03T19:09:00.000+08:00

2 FEB 2008, had the most important dinner fur the yr.
my dad's company dinner.
was nt imform till the last min, in the morning.
sher mer dao li ma !@#%*!@$!

LOL! okok, this is fri.

in the central.

LOL. the other photos ar still in my camera.

will update next time.

ok, this is last yr be4 xmas(:

in my aunt hse.LOL! this is so danm stupid.

candid i suppose.

oh my london, miss u so much.

NE NE JIE JIE!!!<33
this is my aunt's, gugu's, gal. which means she's my cousin!

srry ar, abit drunk. she did lots of studies overseas.

when i was 7, she's bout my age or older bah.

then everytime kanna scolded when we 6 cousin broke smt in her hse.

LOL! always a leader, always the trouble maker. HAHAHAHa.

after tt, she went austrailia fur uni, come bak hm 3 months, go bak there 3yrs.

fly here fly there. then now got bf already. LOL!

i hardly had the chance to meet her.

this yr she turn up fur dinner. WAOH!

we'r the onli cousin hu possess identical smile in my family tree.

from my ah ma, of coz la, cousin wad;D

lols, she abit drunk, so went hm early.

<3 loon.

gor gor!!

allow me, this is my blood related real brother.
always my punchin bag n ATM. thanks:D hahaha!!

my the other aunt n uncle.

they've got longgg storiess..

HAHAHAHA!! this photo made me n bro laugh till cannot already.

ahahahaha, when u c ur youngest bro having to take care another younger'er bro,

this is wad happen.

hahaha, coz my bro is the youngest in my family, he got everything he wanted.

my baby cousin oso the youngest in his family, therefore, oso got everything he wanted.

now, when the 2 came tgt. the fought for the things they both wanted.

LOL!!! n this is when my bro learnt wad is "let the younger hav it"
HAHAHAHAHAH!! my big bro n me juz sat there n laugh. lols.

ahh, my eyes=(

2008-01-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

the mess we made.

LOL!!

completed!! wow.

WAHAHAHA!! i won 1million in deal or no deal. LOL!!

its lik tyko, so many case to open. LOL! fun fun, y8.com

yea~ 244!!

these few days had been chionging banner!!

wosh, thanks everyone, specially miaoling(:

anyway, we had so much fun!:D

scandal-ness~

humiliated, god!

wad a nice scene, everyone there caught the 'live' telecast.

sigh, i died on the spot. again, so humiliated.

i saw my flash back.

i wish i hadnt noe u, so i could juz remain as a gal next door.

woke up n c nth, i can feel, sense, touch eveything in place. tired to on the lights, still, nth. drew up the curtain, once again, nth. walk out of my bedroom, juz lik any other day. heard noises, werid. out of the dark, mum yelled, 'its already afternoon!! wake up now!!' i woke up again. astonished, broke-down.

i still rmb the first time i wore my first pair of contact lenses, its 20:30, sharp.

i tot its magical, coz the night view of my whole estate was.. wow.

the night view from esplanade, the river, merlion.

night view from changi airport.

wif a handsome holdin me.

night view at the beach wif cousins n frens.

in the theme park playin roller coaster.

in malaysia playing hide-n-seek.

in every camp i went to. *OBS*

on bus, on car, on plane.

twilight,

espeically when sitting in my own room, at night.

shadows no more, i miss all these.

nvm, its juz a ramdom post(:

confident? oh nono. this is one thing in my whole life tt im not confident in.

tts y i had so many back up plans.

oh bel, i juz nid 5min to recover half a yr.

after N'lvl? i dun even noe if i had the chance to c ur face on the day after tml.

sometimes i felt tt its pointless, i dun even hav the least bit of confidence in tml.

tml tml, tml juz seem so far!

now now NOW!

although its said 4yrs. but hu knows?

treasure everything. reali. even little little note from some anonymous.

geee, i found many crumpped paper all around my desk.

say, looking through it, i laugh, reali loud. n rmb.

shit, tml physics lab. do the stupid light experiment. then the lab lik dark ar.

yeah, tomorrow juz seem so far, far..

TOUR AROUND SINGA!!

2008-01-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

TOUR AROUND SINGAAAA! lols

grp foto+enqi n me.

ahahaha, stairs effect.

my BUDDY~!

bunnyy!

BALLSSS

candid!

small eye-.-

fil.

eeeee.

little india:D

sweeeet lorr! haha.

gals;D

LOL!

best allies~!

i lik this! coz its kinda candid.

this one too!

bud bud!!

kampong glum~:D

HAHAHAHA!! naked.

wosh!

act onli

class buddy~!!:D shaks!

sweet~

tulang n bud bud. LOL!.

HITLER! LOL!!

changi village.

wooo~

HITLER!! AHAHAHAAH

babie-.- think got sund co out. LOL!

this is my best pic fur the day!!

2 idiots listenin to the sea shells,

wishin somemore. LOL!

roarrrr

HAHAHA! ~~shihui~~

ji pun, sux. LO!L

anti japan.

wt's singa. LOL!

nt pretty, but salty. ahaha

zhang wan ting!

us hu reached the beach.

booooo. ahaha.

went little india then kampong glum then old changi hospital then esplanade.

ate the chapati? anything, nice~

kampong glum so many things. woooo.

me, sh, wt, ber nv go in old changi hospital coz i come tt one. siiannnzz

so we 4 went changi village n changi beach. HAHAHA. go c....

then nv take pics in esplanade. coz, u noe de laaa. LOL!

but anyway, we ar 12. 12 hav alot of fun again! LOL!

hisham tulang. ahahahaha! im bud bud=D

wt n sh found alot of ta yi lad lad on my face-.-

allow me, this is my golden retriver*ahahaha!!

okok, fine.

86 pics, n mine is the least de la. got 3 cameras. wooooo!

reached hm 11, so sweaty n sticky. eeeeee. tired.

sian

2008-01-25T22:16:00.001+08:00

sian-.-

dusk**** LOL!

anyway. sian.

i cant believe it, wo loon luo dao kan-jia this type of di bu.

xiang bu dao wo ye you zhe yi tian-.-

so, lik sian-.-

no pics, waiting fur ber to post. ahaha.

sigh, its rather sad to noe one's actual..personality.

the both of us still v shock to know wad we juz knew.

i love tue n fri. ahahahaha

things dun always turn out the way we expected.

tts y theres UNexpected-.-

the noble person in ur heart may be important to u.

but in the noble person's heart, will u be as important?

there ar ppl whom i respected n look up to,

but they barely rmb my name now.

i smell lik tiner now. LOL!

my name appeared in the "hall of shame"

lols, nv hand in hist hw=/

lik, half of the class names ar in laaa,

can imagine how boring it is-.-

wa seh, reach hm 10pm.

kopitiam gettin more n more boring.

srry yiqing fur the watch!!!><''

srry srry.

aiya sian, maths ct.

lik sure sure fail ar.

sian, maths, i oso heavent do. LOL!

i think i slept through jan.

my hands ar bloody.

but i lik where n how it came from=)

coolest.

wosh! i love love love brad pitt!!

hottest guy i've seen.

lik, fur god sake la, every hair style suits him can?
even botak he oso look so HOT laaa.

long hair short hair no hair. WOAH!

40+ i think, sian, generation gap.

so old oso so hot. wa seh. mr smith. lol.

especially he acted so many "bad-guys" role in movies.

wooo! oh yea, naughty n hot ;D

hot sia hot sia, my dream guy. LOL!!!!!!

which is lik so, impossible-.-

how i wish he was actin edward cullen-.-

oceans 11,12,13. face, tt eyes. ARGH!

AOW!

okok, stop.

go wife already laaaa. lols.

angelina jolie smoremore leh.

ml juz told me tt the william died-.- the day be4.

sian. there goes one more handsome:(

-prays-

change blogskin(:

2008-01-22T23:04:00.001+08:00

full moon in twilight!

my sister(: LOL! jk, my mum.

bro.

my hse to be

nice view eh?

da ge got a super cool thingy.

then we used tt to change our blogskins. LOL!

i tot it was already dust.

but its so bright,

n there, i saw twilight:D

but too bad hp too lousy cant reali shot down tt image.
but manage to shot down the full moon in the twilight.
wa seh, once in a hundred yrs.

how many more twilight can i see.

dawn n dust were already lost.

the atmosphere, could be mistaken as dawn.

zm did one thing tt remind me of smt. LOL!

god sake, its lik so long already la.

but its still fun. haha.

still cant get use to sch. cant even wake up-.-

darn, misunderstandings, nt again-.-

juz a perfect mistake.

don't.

i stood beside a pri sch fren!

viven-.- i still rmb la.

she lend me a pencil,

i furget to return,

i did the next day,

then got accuse fur stealin.

n tts the end of our pathetic frenship=.=''

u don't deserve a blind.

she said hi. LOL!

its reali great tt both of u turned up.

tt was the least i could, wish fur.

eunice giv de quiz so fun! LOL!
so funny as well. valerie so lame. lols.

i prefer the wife scrape her own flesh as seagull meat.

tragic. LOL!

transparent straw.

pl became my playmate. LOL HAHAHAHA!

it take 2yrs to walk bak 3months, bak to square one.

bling bling bling!!~ ahahaha!

say, how many ppl did i truly love, nt fantasize?

gosh, go ahead, im a filrt. fan gan.

SANTOSA TRIP

2008-01-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

TODAY, GO SANTOSA. V HIGH. V FUNNY. KEEP LAUGHING. KEEP TAKING PHOTOS. V INCONSIDERATE. TOO BAD, COZ WE GOT LIFE! AHAHAHA.

anyway, reali fun. refer to SINGAPORE ALLIES BERVYN's blog to c fotos. linked up le~
aiya, coz i lazy take photos, so dun hav any. ahaha. juz keep popin into ppl's pics.
alot of blur blur photos, coz last min 3,2,1 then ppl keep squeeezin in. AHAHAHAHA!

morning go gym wif ml hiao-.-
go wif her v hard core, but i lik it. ahahha.

k, v tired. slp(:

photos(:

2008-01-17T21:02:00.001+08:00

LOL!, wads this fur anyway?

us us us!! my 15yrs of best mates, COUSINS(:

KHANG,hwa,BEE,bee.

she's ying btw. im hian! ahaha.

our 500mL icecream:D

allow me. this is hoe khang:D

my ideal boyfren, first in my list. LOL!

he dun seem swo attractive here, but u'll c;)
thanks fur the treat, khang GOR!

baby.

baobao!:D

thanks mushroom qi! ahaha.

cute rit? but dogs ar so much trouble.

i wan a huskey!! coz they'd a pair of toking eyes;)

i love huge dogs, i dunno y. lols....

everything happens fur a reason. ture.

awww, my hand:(

doing the NE quiz remind me of khang. lols.

celebratin bday tgt wif him, coz our bday is juz 2days difference. 1/4

wad a werid bday. gd ar! no wonder we'r alike.

seductive!

trip wif khang(:

2008-01-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA!! im seriously so in love wif my cousin hoe khang!
k, we grew up tgt, tts y. super funny.
MY world goes round wif him beside:D
nv failed to entertain anyone! espeically me!
went bugis n brought a bag. i had been longinggg-.-
oh khang~ the gal nearly faint, by ur nego whine~

'pur-whine me, i'll take ur harshest request.'
playin wif this sentence all day.
super got life wif him. LOL! this is life!!
grew up tgt wad, of coz laaaaa.
di siao siao tgt. so fun.

k.. bye london(:

its the fren i miss, nt the boy.
wad a sad truth.

cousin is totally the best pick-.-
he's my COUSIN!
wad a sad truth.

immune, its a gd way to relize smt.
srry to let u took up the role of galfrens n boyfren.

sat going santosa! LOL!
allies bring power of spade-.-
LOL! singapore, this time we attack china.
he busted us last time.

wow, half a yr. it do is hard to apart.

its so beautiful it makes u wanna cry~

im looking fur song 'perfect'
im lookin fur it since... sec 2?
wow.

sec1, i tot frens n com is my everything.
sec2, i was dumb enough to believe tt fairy tales love exsist
sec3, i found out tt money n beauty makes the world goes round.
sec4, its such a disappointment tt face is more important then me, a livin daughter.
n, frens are, were, still everything.

super high now. cant slp. LOL!
too funny. he's so impossible.
one miss call de poster so scary oso kanna insulted by us till lik so funny. LOL.

play poker oso can laugh till cant inheal.

k, lax. tml got detention.

sian. dad. you. wth.

its nt om's fault anyway.

tears of betrayal.

afriad of u worryin, but it looks lik im wrong.
u wont even care.

thanks fur strikin off the last wish in my list.
2 more left. thanks alot!

bel, oh bel. one day wont u?

dawn n dusk. hahaha..

seriously, i noe where.
220 steps. its lik a game. fun somehow.

faith? wow, this must be the funniest word ever.
believe? LOL!!!

frens makes me feel tt i belong here.

family? oh wont u tell me wads tt word, pls?

woooo! goin santosa, got alot of tan guys!
man, beach guys ar my cup of tea;D LOL!
the tot of dark skins n sparkling eyes, WOAH! lols

pervert!-.-

hh, my slippers:(((

2008-01-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

mum threw away my branded slippersDD:
maybe its juz specially drawn branded.
but.. aching. ouch.
uh, it feels lik smt had been scooped out of me.
its so empty,pain, i cant even speak.
i juz dun c which part of tt slippers ar important to me.
maybe the more i put on a strong cover, the more it hurts.
how many more things muz i lose to convince myself tt i still care.
i'd already lost 1314meg in my inbox, during exchangin hps.
london, i dun wanna lose london. its the least.
i'd nv felt smt lik this before, this feelin is so confusin, so lost.
smt scooped out, smt.. smt.. smt tt i nv knew exsisted.
emptiness? aching.....
i feel lik cryin out loud lik a baby.

photos!!!(:

2008-01-13T12:44:00.001+08:00

photos:D left to rit.
ML bday:D,my baby cousin,shan/me/yan/fang<3:D

cousin:D,MLbday cake(:

LOL!

bro's bday gugu face:3, REDCROSS unit photo:D

banner hung upsaide-dow(:
cheering(:, JQ lao gong is obviously jealous of my beloved ong ah ho. ahahaha!, fall in:D

marcusssss.lols, my OG gals, wt zi high. lols, np?

adil in white, hh in green, rit smack in the centre of pic 1. ai yer, i miss the whine-shot. pity. jh n gc.hur! my cute juniors. LOL!
yeaaa

red cross!

my magical pencil-.-this is sh, another side is me. idiot. LOL!! cute ok?!

me n qiqi(:

ahahahahah!!

first 2008 post(:

2008-01-12T10:50:00.000+08:00

first 2008 post(: LOL! 12th.
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIHAO, WEIJIE:D(1ST JAN)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HWA DI=DD (8TH JAN)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AZZIZZZZAAAAA:D(11TH JAN)

k, lols. com cant post photos-.-
got open hse, ml bday(part2) LOL!
open hse was fun!! our banner is the coolest la.
'this banner is hung up-side-down by the red cross youth(:'
its hung up side down n confused so many ppl.
got lots of compliment from lots of teachers:D

urgh, my msn is so..... lan.
juz fixed, com. lost alot of stuff=/
sian

i found out i got many jan baby frens o.o

open hse was fun!!
did so well:D
red cross!

hh so shuai.......................LOL!
this sentence lasted 3hrs tt day. hmm.

jh n gc made my face look lik some-_-

adil, awwww, my hand. lols.

we'r white, pure white, cool;D

so cute, he whine at me. those sparkling crystal eyes. WOAH!.
the tot of it made me, lost fur words. lol.
awww, beehian..my hand.. lols
santa is mine! hur!

xin suan. to c tt the ink was already half finished
while mine is still full.

maybe its time to return London.
but...

i saw a SUPER BIG BUGGS outside at my staircase.
wonder which idiot threw it away.

awww,, buggs.

provided tt its SUPER BIG!
i bet its $300+++

these things had become a part of me.
too close, to apart.

bel bel~ LOL!
still as funny as b4. misses.

sitting beside shakila in class. lols
pretty good:D
on my rit is longgggggggggggg. v long. lols.
keep doin lame stuff-.= lol.

allies havin party on chu 3. got to make myself free.
if not tts the end of ALP! lols!!
yeaaa, can go china. LOL!!
7 meet airport ar ppl. 1st class seat lehs!
HAHAHAHA!!

footdrill com is 16th,
n 16th, i've got a v important date-___-
how coincidence.

dun pur dun whine, i cant take it!><

ber scold me fur being too quiet- -
in fact, no one scolded me fur being too noisy- -
HOW IRONIC!=.-"

hadnt meet tim fur a long time.
TIM~!!!
timberr~ lols. jkjk!!!

last day of 2007

2007-12-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

im tallest fur once!:D

bday party.LOL!

gc n huihui

my sexy legs.lols. eq,mx,jh

gc claim tt its an artistic shot

haikal lik wan snatch feng tou ar.

mrt. gc,me,jh

ok..??

..???

couple hp.LOL

farrrrrrhan

gc

took this coz they'r juz in order!!

LOL!!! frm left to rit.

sexy naughty bitchy ME!!! lols. PTBFsss(:

my 6pack nanny, my blur bodyguard, n my best of best fren? LOL!!-.-

stupid names. afterall, they ar ppl hu i hang out wif everytime.

bully me when im sick, curse me when im going to camps, make me bang wall at nyte..ect ect.

LOL!! thanks ar thanks.LOL! thanks nanny fur everything(:

since its the last n my worst day of the yr,

i shall curse in my blog.

coz no one hm yet, so can shout out my complains!

mum n didi baksoon anyway.

k, today went santosa wif them, plus farhan.

coz he said he miss us:DDDD LOL!!

end up so late go-.-

then go mx hse.

went hm pretty early.

coz i counting down wif my television.

argggggggg, my worst of worst yr,

my worst of worst day.

fker, kao, feel lik scoldin everythin out-.-

morning met one jb kia-.- on bus 335. ya la ya la, big wan show lik tt.

scream? dream on la, pls la, strip naked la. k fine, its counted naked.

idiot. spoil my day.

then came bak hm at nyte, met another idiot-.- _l_

eeee, fk. disgusted. fur a few months?!

ok, its gross.ah, shit. shld had called nanny to send me hm-.-

its v v v scary ok?! if i hadnt fell down,

i think this 'll continue fur.. alap?

shit u la. idiot. hua, tis is killin me-.-

i tot same batch obs ppl, hao bu rong yi met, wan keep in touch,

yuan lai is so @R#^$%&^@$#%!!!!'

ji dan de!! ROARRR!! y so suay!! arhgggggHhGGhhhh!!!

pls ar brother, u may noe me fur months, but i juz get to c u.

oh ya, dun claim tt u noe me, we didnt even tok be4!!! fkerr.

wait, i didnt even c u b4! waaa.. bloody bastard.

nannyy.. help me>.<''

arugh,, wo de god arrr...

if this is happenin to some v nice gal, i wont be suprised.

but im not! im the other way round. jbjbjbjbjbjbjbjb!!!!!!

but, its so ironic. hilarious, outrageous!!!

fur god sake, u dun follow ppl hm everytime u met her on the same bus.

fk, super shocked n disgusted tt a stranger noe where u live la. sucker.

n we, nono, u met me in 335-.-

i rather look at the same view everyday then to look at hu's on the bus la.

bloody bitch-.- 335 again-.-

i dunno to cry or to laugh.lol.

335 is not a gd bus.

i shall switch bus, to avoid more incoming troubles.....!!!

fine, my mum nv react after i told her everything-.-

she say next time lik tt again juz K him la.

BLOOOODDYY BASTARDSSSSS!!

animals, freak, inhuman. ROARRR!!

last day of yr so suay. next yr sure v lucky de.LOL!

k, this is irritating me. another son of the bitch tryin to mess up my time-.-

ARRRRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!

F J

U I

C B

K Y

E E

R SSSSSSS

ok, i think i made my point(:

i still got lots to scream about.

this holi is makin me sick. mentally sick,

physically more sick.

ok, if i continue, my bro labby sure spoil de-.-

keep bangin. LOL!!!

yaya, happy NEW year(:

best wishes:D

shoo shoo man. make way fur my goodest* luck:p

happy birthdayyy(:

2007-12-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MIAOLINGGGGGG<3
lols.k, i hope its big enough. lols. it not SOMEONE's gonna kill me=p
firstly, my com broke down againnnn, n thankfully, its non of my shit this time.
this few days. hua, super busy. busy wif parties. LOL!

ok.. 26th. went to chalet.yes, thankyou-.- my worst chalet ever.

opps, bee did it;)
ambiguous affair. shady otherwise?

因为这只是一场暧昧..
brother is juz nice:D

hmm, so 27th had popluck party. oh nono, no luck. LOL. coz we'r late.
went to chalet coz i promised i would. urgh, snowball, hate it.

28th. happy birthday again., to miaoling. went vivo to watch "im legend"
super nice show. same ending as "30 days of nyte"

29th, today, sec round wif xf n ml. lol. laugh laugh n laugh
hey! i lik sunsine boy, not bangala:3 LOL!
they ar juz too tann. ahahha
she enjoyed. we enjoyed too(:

no photos, coz i exchanged hp wif daddy shaun-.-

me aint puppet, neither r u. D:

i'd been playing blind-mice my self this few days on the way hm.
untill someone suggested tt i use a torch-.-
hahahahahahaha, thanks ml;D

i love freedom lik i love myself.
i take freedom more then anything else.
i noe my time table better then anyone else.
u dun set dates fur me. i'll make it if im free.
i mean it when i say im busy. im booked by sh they all already.
u'r late, dun blame me. its disgustin to reject u again n again.
hu im goin out wif is non of ur concern. coz my ans 'll always be the same.
::frens.
nv ever say ur date its a must. u aint my mumma.
dun force me. i noe wad to do. stop it. its irritatin me.

gettin rid of him by rackin out the truth dun make u win me.
fren? brothers? funny ar. now i noe y.
could even betray such a close brother juz fur a gal.
u dun fit to be my boy. wad'll others feel, disappointment.
dun help me wif motive n not sincerity. in tt case, dun help.

PS:no particular someone. he'll noe it himself.

lols. mum is always the spoiler of my beautifully packed day.
she'll juz call n say, "come meet me"
then the next thing on the line is juz "doo..dooo..doo.." before i could ans-.-
but nvm, she'll hav gd stuff fur me in the end.

omg. my hw, not even flip.
nvm. i shall huo-chu-qu lerrrrr!!! LOL!

hamp hamp hamp..
its gettin worst.
juz a few more yrs.
god light. light-god fur me.
livin in the dark is nv easy.
u'r the one i trusted most.
i still dunno how we got so close.
the power of being a UG member(:
fate maybe.

excited fur 2/1/08
class onesix08.
OG24. wooooh...
i shall get one shuai-ge then. ahahah.

day by day..

2007-12-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!:D
MERRY X'MAS TOO(:

merry x'mas(: i kanna ps by family on x'mas eve-.-
went out wif fang, yan, michx, in the afternoon.

go to vivo again. lols.

THANKS FUR THE PRESENTS(:

ok, first, the moon is nice.

2nd the crowd is super crowded.lols. squeeeezzzeeezz..

3rd x'mas tree is super nice.

4th we were walking, n kanna snow flakes tt were sprayed by passer bys.

5th we=me n cc

6th took last bus hm. totally tired. but totally fun!!

oh man, the snow flakes ar so sticky laaaa. haha. but reali reali fun!!

didnt expect to end up in such a crowded place.

alighted at rc hq, walk all the way to far east-.-

all the way kanna spray, so fun! shout all the way.

lastly, first in my 15yr, i celebrated x'mas eve wif a fren, n didnt expect it to be cc! LOL!!!!!!!!!!

idiot, all ps me. hai me rush hm n found out tt no one at hm-.-

heng ar, if he nv kanna ps by his frens, i'll hav a lonely nyte~~ LOL!

THANKS CHUN CHIET!! anyway, we 2 loners. haiz. if got one big crowd go out tgt jiu fun. lols.

oh tian, after all the merry x'mas meg, my hp got 1300 megs. woooooooaaahh!! DELETE!!

omg, today 25th, dad

26th, booked

27th, popluck party

28th, miaoling+ sch

29th, miaoling

30th, booked

31th, eve!! celebrate

1th, get ready fur sch

2th, schhh+ sec 1-.-

geeee.. im so gonna die-.-

OMG! ha leh lu ya, blust me man.

vomiting

2007-12-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

oh great, vomiting non stop-.-lll drank milk fruit juice? anyway, super allergic to milk. especially when empty stomach-.- had been concentrating on slping now a days. LOL. so didnt bother to eat too. provided tt, it dun make me any skinner-.- felt so slpy wherever i go. go place sit down=slp. -.- now waitin fur mum to be bak wif medi. aiyo, so sian. keep bloggin these few days. haizzzzzzzzzzzz. sianzzzzzz. my tuitor called n yelled at me on the phone. LOL! my 40x3 maths not done yet, my SEQ+SBQ not done yet, chi compo+compre not done yet. waaaa~ greenish greasy liquid comin out. oh my tian-.- walao eh, my hse dun even hav maggie meeeeee.. nvm, i dun feel lik eatin anyway. my 3month theory works;) ahahaha. of coz im still smiling-.- it works ok?! wad im going through now is 100x harder then tt, n i can handle it. 1% of it is nth. lols. wad an unexpected event. unexpected yr i shld say. so, tml or 25th, i'll hav a fever which'll hit 38degree, then go on fur 2days, finally bak to normal. then 'welcome to sch' at least this is smt tt can be expected. x3

2007-12-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

yes yes vanessa. here is ur quiz. lols.

List the top 5 presents you wished for:

1. money $ money $ money..
2.evrything bak to normal
3.another 2months holiday
4.gain packs:D
5.stay healthy(:

1.The person who tag you is: xuefang:D
2.Your relationship with her is: best fwensssss(: always:D
3.Your five impressions of her: caring, cute, helpful, worry too much? CHILDISH!xP
4.Most memorable thing she has done for you : evrything?
5. Most memorable words she said: i love you :3
6.If she becomes your lover, you will: say yes. LOL!
7.If she becomes your lover, she will have to improve on: nth
8.If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
9.Most desired thing you want to do for her: nt decided yet(:
10. Your impression of her: good gal. ahaaa

Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you:
1.vanessa
2.yan
3.michx
4.shan
5.jh
6.gc
7.hh
8.hui hui
9.miaoling
10.JASMINE.

1. Who is 6 having a relationship with: LOL! me:p
2. Is 9 a female or a male: female
3. If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing: OMG, actually im quite interested of the ans too.
4. What is 2 studying about: dance?
5. When was the last time you have a chat with 3: meg? msn?
6. What kind of music band does 8 likes: jay? click 5? ar they even music band? LOL!
7. Does 1 have any sibilings: nt sure.
8.Would you woo 3: nah, she got better choices xp
9. How about 7: how about its actually the other way round? lols
10. ok i found out 10 is missing, VANESSA!!
11. What is the surname of 5: LIM!
12. What is the name of 10: jasmine toh! duh.
13.What is the hobby of 4: dancing n dreaming. hahaha
14. Does 5 and 9 get along well: well of coz!
15. Where is 2 studying at: commonwealthhhhhhhhhhh
16. Where is 9 staying now: old sch there.
17.What colour does 4 likes: PINK. i guess she's ok wif nice colours.
18. Are 5 and 1 best friends: LOL! ask them
19. Does 7 likes 2: maybe. possible. lols
20. Does 1 have any pets at home: nt sure too. lols

ok, its juz a ramdom thing. fang muz do this quiz too x3
lazy to include her since i've ans 10Q on her itself. LOL!
ok, its ok wif me if its not done. coz i dun expect anyone to do it too.
im waitin fur someone to call. so bored. so i dd this quiz tt vanessa requested :3
anyway, i took onli 15min to finish all these. hais.
i muz be carzy. blog 2 times in one day.
suddenly felt v free. lols.
i'd be slpin if its not fur tt call. idiot>.<
spoiler of my lala land. hur!

n ya, stupid miaoling, go tag every juniors nv tag me. hur!
so jealous!!! ahaha.
n omg, im so touched when i went into every junior's blog
this'll appear"from the bottom of my heart, i love red cross"
all sorts of motivating n sincere words. LOL!
n, " i'll do you proud ma'am"
show me, do me proud ppl! u all can do it! i love ya guys:D
i hope this spirit goes on n on, round n round, generation to generation.
keep it up! woah!
juz lik yanting said, keep this passion n we'll surpass NCC.
i believe we alread did:D yes!! i've so much faith in u guys!!
i place a bet wif "someone". so next yr we muz get gold!! LOL!
nono, not me.DO RED CROSS PROUD!

omg, im so proud so happy so glad tt i had u juniors:D
love ya guys, love red cross lots!!
god, i bet i could publish a book by riting all these.
ok, limits. ;)

ok, wheres my call!!!???!!!???!!
impatience. patience. relax. -.-llll

passion fur RED CROSS goes on,,,
LOVES<3

burden

2007-12-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

k, woke up early in the morning wif nth to do-_-
had nt been slping well fur the wohole week. phew.
k, i shall blog then. haha. n then go play maplexp

oh yea, i linked every rc mem i could find.
actually im quite surprised tt u guys reali reali listen n take it as advice.
glad bahs. haha. wad i said ar current things, wad jq sir said ar future things.
so now wad he said u all might be 'huh? har? ???'
but next time u all will need more of his help.
i hope tt the trashing session will be the last meetin wif u guys.
aiya, u noe de la, if got any more meetings tt i wan the 8 = i'll kill u all personally!!!!
haha, so future if u guys nid any more help, im willing to, so do the other ma'ams n sirs(:
ps: any misunderstandings, insults.. still, im srry.

home sweet home~!
this holiday, i dun rmb being at hm, watchin tv playing com, eatin junks, drinkin coke?, eatin a meal as a family, ect ect.sch, camp, training, dates, meeting, party, shopping, dinner,,,,had been so busy. ok, tot tt today can stay at hm, but some ppl reminded me tt i had a date-.=. k fine. nvm. anyway, im totally broke now, so daters' will hav to take care of all my expenses;p i guess now, the onli place i wan to go is, hm. the ppl i wanted to be wif is, my WHOLE family.looking at my hp, i've got programme everyday. some even had 5 in a day.wow. looking bak, im reali busy. k, mum booked me fur the most, n she last min one.x3. my last booked date is miaoling's bday:D.srry if i rejected meetins all these. ok, i dun mean i hate going out. i still love going out. ahahahahaha.

yea, first in my 15yrs life. i didnt gain any weight in DEC holidays:D. so miraculous:3
which oso means, its the most, un-holiday holidays. ok, im confuese-.-

THANKS WANTING, fur tt purse. haha.

dear NCC,
thanks fur the stoves(:
wif love,REDCROSS.
hahahaha, this is the funniest note i'd ever left fur anyone:3

i honestly told ms shyam tt i hadnt touch her hw.
she gav me tt face=.=lll

last week of holi oso chiong hw. og, bet i'll be fun!
when sch reopen, guess everything will be bak to normal.
my time will be more organised. income will be more stable. LOL!

every yr say work hard work hard.
but end up playing. lol.

mission impossible, its juz another burden.
i've better things to do. rather then wasting time on this.
solve it solve it!! next yr maybe.

i seriously think tt its useless toking to the wall.
i wont get replies anyway. real busy.
u, ar the last thing in my 'problem-to-worry list(s)'
actually i dun mind losing this kinda fren
i still got hw, sch, family,frens, bfs, n juniors.
it not worth, wasting my brain cells thinkin solutions.
while u juz sat there covering ur ears n hum lalala.

camp(:

2007-12-20T13:46:00.001+08:00

photos fur xf's bday cum camp cum date.LOL!

in rc rm(:

10 courts of hell. super nice.

date wif gc(:

zoom +zoom+++zoom.lols

..??

i noe, im cute. ahahahahah!jkjk

reflactions(:

OAi/c =D

bestie

FULL TIME LAO GONG!

1yr anny ler. lols.<3

omg, cute rit? JQ

ok, i've got a lot of gay frens, i noe i noe.lols.

they lik to wear skirts.

k, so tts camp. overall its reali great n fun!!:D

me n JQ play alot in this camp.

basically becoz we ar free from the word"responsibilities"

OA bronze silver n gold. woah!coolest.

all my hard work! happy happy happy!!

left evac, i'll hav all the badges!=D

OA survival cooking turns out quite well.

100% of sec1s will hate me fur yelling at them lik tt. lols.

but i dun care. i take my job seriously.

marcus n allies stun. LOL!

urgh, NCCs stove, furgotten! shit.

the 2rms infront of ncc n npcc rm is lik so useless-.-

so gao wei. lols.

talent nyte was lik so fun. lols

css version of enchanted. urgh. lols.

yiyan ma'am they all came bak. tension.

k, so werid. but thy still rmb us, our names! so glad.

thanks sec2s(:

not gonna comment here.

coz 25% of juniors will be lookin

n soon it'll be 50% of their lunch break's gossips.

once this post is up, 99.9% of the sch will noe JQ. ahahahha.

happy one yr(:

n so, i fulfilled the hope tt was once given to me by yiyan ma'am.

n so, i fulfilled the wish i made in OBS's trust fall(:

thanks sec2s, i couldnt hav done it w/o u guys.

thanks belvin, i couldnt hav done it w/o u(:

too bad u ar taken. ahahaha. n livin in AMK x3

if not....... wad?

new song

2007-12-14T20:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 15th XUEFANGxP

blame on me(:

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to move
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way to fastI wish
I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I?ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
now i noe y it was once said a nice song.
chances no more. u've got enough.
phew, pics, pls refer to michelle's blog. lols
my usb spoil-.-
wad a fun day!(:
so full oso. lols.
wad a pity tt shan wasnt around..
wasnt bout blaming though.where were u?
thanks to mum, my heels wasnt hurnting.
old ppl's words, take note(:
onli my 2 ptbf as there fur me.i dun think u even noe how i looked lik now.
k, i got lots of great songs in my phone now,,
the potential break up song was coolest(:
but its quite annoying, i dun wan to annoy myself-.-
my parents ar divorcing in my ploy2. i cant help it..
omg, camp is next week.
n i've got a v v packed week end.
pls dun ask me bout anything. im juz complaining in this blog.
tml going gym wif marcus(:
HARD CORE!! lols.
im despo fur packs.
juz let me laugh n smile happily outside. dun let me break down in the public.
hw was lik urgh~
heavent started-.-
c'mom, let me act strong outside(: i can de i can de!:D
i cant go fur tuition again-.-
i lost all my..my wateva. where were u?! juz were?
ok, tml not going gym, juz recieved meg-.=
go bball instead, woah! im so darm perfectly fine wif it=p
fur how long i hadnt touch a bball? fur how long we didnt play tgt? juz how long?
going fur 2nd round tml=D
i noe we were juz frens. which idiot wont TRIP n fall fur such an ideal u?i juz tripped-.=
im SINGLE. STILL. ALWAYS.
espeically wif all the things done. midnyte jogging, kissing infront of a huge, public,crowd.
happy one month is fur gorgor-.=
pls dun misunderstood.
i perfectly fine wif ur unexistence. since im not madly over u.
best frens always.part time boy frens always=)
we are juz the always most playful 2some in PTsteads.lols.
thanks to the other 2 ptbf, although i didnt say any, but u 2 juz keep comforting me.
i dun wish to tell anyone. this is my own business. im srry. LEE's
i didnt actually expected too much.
it juz more then expected. instead it was the other way round.
thanks.
i've got too much to handle, im ok wif keepin it.
wad i've told u is still half true. but its over now(:
dun nid to salvage anything(: its juz tt i nid to be alone now. coz its too complicated.
i dun mean to hide anything from u. maybe when its over, when i felt better, i'll come to u again.
coz i noe u'll be there fur me though after all these things. thanks<3

rain rain RAIN!!

2007-12-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

blue ginger. LOL!

dry ice!

maple 3rd job, priest!

RAIN DRIZZEL POUR STORM..~~!!

makes me sick n grounded-.-

tml still got training. ok,lets hope it rains. ahaha.

staying hm these days, rotting, sick.

so bro suggest tt i play maple again.

LOL! it had been one yr since i saw my cleric again.

one yr few months.

but now lvl 72 le=D! PRIEST. wa seh.

i look lik a noob. lols. got so many new town, waaaaaaa....

then got 4th job le... hmm, im so noob.

rainin again-.-

hate going out when raining.

mum used me as part time maid-.-

then go market buy vege. LOL!!

n n the blue ginger, wa, i didnt noe it zhang zhe ge yang zi-.-

hai me walk round n round asking wad is tt. O.o

flu non stop.

im addicted to maple again-.-

i skip meals. n didnt realized it.

ytd from 8pm,i drank lime juice.

after i finished the whole bottle, i realized it was 3am-.-

i slept all the way till 1pm. n kanna gastric pain.

wa, lame sia. this izzn't LIFE!

actually today go lib study wif yan.

but rainnnnnnnnnnnnn..................................

then grounded then sick.

then no lunch-.-

seriously not in studyin mood.LOL!

i shall do my hw in camp=D ahahaha.

fri got training till 2-.-

thur going airport.

qingxaing sir-.-

the tot of him make me sick already.

i lose my bet. i'll be so darm broke. hahaa

the difference between 3yrs n 3months. lols.

maybe faith is stronger then fact after all.

ahhhhhhhhhhh~ my moneyyy!!!!

but im glad. still, im happy to treat. reali.

no PARIS INTERNATIONAL!!=_-

still, i cant find map. so i shall keep bloggin.

my boots is in trash state. so wrinkled, n its peeling off-.-

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wad a rainy day.

red cross love!(:

2007-12-04T21:06:00.001+08:00

....???

cookie. big one.

7 name, happy searching. LOL!!! jkjkjk

omg, my tags ar history. lol.

vanessa_LOL!

chunboon_yup srry(:

NICOLE_rmb la! THANKS AR(:
xuefang_LOL!

venus_NATA! ya la, although he's old, i still thinkhe handsome. ahaha.
yanping_no la, kanna rejectedd-.-
JASMINE_i rather tok to wall. ahaha. jkjk, ok! he free i'll call u(: before sch reopen wors!

leemei_LINK?! lols. takecare!!:D

michelle_ahaha, kill him!

jingyu_its ok(: nono, its not ok, he tiko la!! haha, u la, nv come>:( ahaha. happy working:D
k, tts all.

today was lik, we were bak to sec one.

although its onli the few of us(:

i still feel the bond. which i tot was already gone fur yrs.

it has been a long tyme since i laugh so hardly in 2hrs.

almost 2yrs, but this 2hrs cover most of it.

i miss tt feeling. its the last yr fur u guys.

i miss tt type of feeling, the feeling of loving n n.. wanting so much, wishing so hardly, tt tue n fri come faster, becoz there's training, becoz i lik training so much.

i miss the yr tt im so proud of my cca! telling everyone tt my cca is greater then any UG, even NCC.

i still rmb i used to fight wif jiansi, juz to show him tt RC is greater then NCC. LOLS!!

still, im fighting, but not wif js, wif.. every NCC sir i knew. ahaha!!

ok, i admit tt smtime, nono everytime, i reali blame alot, curse alot i shld say, n, complain alot alot alot alot. lols.

hey, it may sound stupid. but...

i miss being a cadet. i love redcross(:

its a hidden fact tt we'r actually still 'one'

wa, lik kanna busted ar. how fun to keep it. nice, nice one. v nice of u. sucker.

i found the hidden, heard the unspoken. dsgusted. totally.

so disgustingly disappointed, disgrace. utterly, utterly, utterly!

cant stop rolling my eyes n shakin my head in anger.

wa, lik bestfriend ar, bestfriend? yayaya, bestiie fur life hor. great, GREAT!

helping dad do his work 101% was not a gd idea, 4am then slp.

then 6am hav to wake up go sch.

KILL ME! so tired.

happy one month(:

uglyy

2007-11-30T01:42:00.000+08:00

oh gross.ugly.
nvm. 2am soon!(:

oh great.

2007-11-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

oh great. they're landing in 2hrs tyme.
so i still hav 2hrs to burn, no, 4hrs before i can go airport.
ok, i shuld look for some stuff to do(:
change blog skin:D

EDWARD CULLEN!!

2007-11-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

oh great!!, new book from STEPHENIIE MEYER!!
twilight series, BREAKING DAWN!!
woooohhhhhhh!!! latest by 2009 this book will be out:)
totally EDWARD CULLEN'S fan!
and so the lion fell in love wif the lamb
would it be childish of me to hide in ur closet?
LOL!! readers'll know, haha.
ahhh~ edward.
n so i on com in the middle of the night, juz to check out this web-.-
http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/
coz sh was lik so angry wif jacob n bella. LOL!
she wan me to check got next book anot, if not she'll be the one riting, then jacbo will die. LOL!
vampire obsession~ tsk tsk tsk. LOL!
ok, great, i'll hav a chance to admire edward wif my wonderful imagination.
his deep-in-tot-topaz-eyes. coolest~
alice n rosalie's beauty..
carlise, esmme, emmert,jasper...
BREAKING DAWN, will be bella's vampire story. COOLEST!

i'll update on my unlucky day next tyme.
bro wan slp-.-
walao, i super darm unlucky la, apart frm the nyte time of coz. haha.
first, i was nab in a first aid test
then, i was molested!
after tt, i met a blind lik push me all the way in mrt
lastly, my bus broke down!!
hu could be more unlucky then me?! tag me tag me, tell me.
hua, super angry! n its all TOTALLY 100000001% NOT MY FAULT N NOT MT PROBLEM!
ok, its my problem, but not my fault!! not fair! i gone through so much to pass one idiotic test=.=
GOD, KILL ME!
in all my unluckyness,luckly, i was molested on head=.= n tt tiko actually hugged me lik wad hh did! he's not hh! darm, even one muscular-charming hunk dun even hav the chance to hug me, wad made tt tiko got the chance. HE, BASTARD! ME, BUSTED! fking son of the bitch. someone shld juz fire him la. n tt unreasonable aid test. totally nt fair la!!
okok, i shall vent my temper next tyme.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE=D

2007-11-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPIIE 15'TH BIRTHDAY MICHELLE=DD

hoped u enjoyed urself. hahahaha:)

OPEN HOUSE:D

2007-11-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

oh, this is my super branded slippers, rare eddition(: ahaha!
sprayedd

art~

my branded watch!

wanting:D

aa, she's slpin. lols.

oh crap, im rotting.

today's open hse was fun(:

tour guide, i onli go 3 rounds,last round is wif wt(: n tts the best.

the first parent was the worst la,

but do they ask such lame questions all the time?

its so, over la, so personal:( i cant believe it.

'how many sec ones will ur sch take in for next yr?'

shit, busted. 'y' know, maybe u could ask some of the teachers, its sort of confidential'

oh yes, i brush up my lying skills oso.

'u've got a boyfren? i mean ur sec life.'

'oh no no no, this sch has v little of BGRs u know? students here ar all v, i mean reali VERY, hardworking'

'did u hang out in malls after sch, or smt?'

'oh, depends. if i hav smt to get. if not, i'll stay in sch to finish up my hw wif my frens'

LOL! i got to play the recording studio, ahahaha. i'll nv be a news reporter.

got great support frm allies! i found out tt zx got a nice voice. oooo....

ugh! 30days of nights' loadin is so long!i've been waitin for 1hr!

oh well, i shld keep myself busy till its ready to watch(:

so i assume from this part onwards ar all my rubbish.

my beautiful image of EDWARD CULLEN is destroyed by 30days of nights.

the movie is super violent, inhuman! oh well they ar suppose to be inhuman.

ah, im tired.

but edward cullen, ahh, everyone's fantasy.

hey, when ar u 3 returning me my edward?!

ugh, super crap, im lazy to reply tags n comments. lols. next time next time.

oh, im getting a job, yeaaa!

for once in the month, ok, weeks, i finally saw shann today-.-

then wan act one dancer..hahaha.

i left my notes wif xf, so i suppose im gonna fail.

havin a packed schedule makes mi forget my own name, cool.

i had not been goin to tuition for the last 2months, im surly to be grounded over there.

oh crap, nono, oh cool, he havin a gf makes my life easier(:

but definitely not the money part.

my onli burden now is hw, hw, n more hw.

its onli 49% done loadin. ugh, i think i shld giv up n go slp.

tml going to book fair wif mum, great! im not rotting:D

there's an outing on wed, but titus n belvin 's not gonna make it.

bros' bettin on me, to c how much i'll gain/loss this hoil,

ugh, disgusting.

his psle got 223, CRAP, tio police case n playing everyday got this type of results.

56%, giv up. lousy sia.

oh, mean girls, ocean 12 ,13 are nice movies.

30days of nights, SAW,, ect ect. muz catch((:

photos(:

2007-11-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

JASMINE &ME(:
BESTIES-

HAHAHA!!

ewww.

chun boon(:
waitin for last bus.

JH!

the next top model.LOL!

bbbbeeessstttffffrrrreeeennnzz:D

THE BIG BEE!

moneyyyyy makes the world go round=/

WAOH, ONE WEEK, nvm, my P-T bf jh, we'll hav fun:D

okok, i had a hair cut:)

playing bball wif farhan can die of laughin, hypervandilation, maybe.

hahahahahahahahahahaaaaaa..

went visit hw, sm, char at imm. they lik so busy.

went out wif jasmine!! so fun but so tired.

got one red skinny n black for jas.

went to send 'them' off for china wif jianhong n chunboon

going again when they ar bak(:

jiaqiang changed my beautiful nick:(

*DEAREST EX-LAO PO,,BEEBEE WAS HERE!! love you not, hate you lots!!:p*

into~~ *haha beehian, luckly i login be4 i went.*

darm, we divorce, again, at the airport. AHAHAHAH!

vivo long john sux, RIT?!

they miss their gal frens alot! i think jacky is gonna die in china. LOL!

chengteng hoped their plane crash, n i totally agreed. ahaha

ugh, i miss ct alot. ahaha.

weihao is still as cute as ever. ahaha.

his mum n auntie were concern bout shann(:

TROYY~~ bark bark. lols

my part-time boyfren muz take care of me till next week=D

he's FOC! ahaha. hh'll kill him if i lost one eye lash. ahaha.

we didnt tok. not a word. its so crowded!

oh!! i went T3.it was, erm, v cold. ahahaha.

ok la ok la, v nice(:

his whole family was there, n his sis expose my identity>.<

but nth happen, they looked delighted=/

thanks to his mum's $20(: we got to je by cab.hahahahaha.

chunboon n i took the last 198 hm, woah, heng ar.

aiyer, tml got open hse. bored.

.gal, takecare. -tight hug
tts it. at least 3 word. words.
ha-ha-ha, lik dunno hu's the one hu shld takecare la=p

chem retestD=

2007-11-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

chem retestD:
ahhhhhh.. help help, somebody help... ahahaha
oh well, im now prepared(: ...to flunk=/
ahahaha.
tml got tuition, tsk, maths~
gonna get it from cher. oh well, nvm
didnt actually did it so badly..
tts bcoz my lvl is 12? so he wasnt so hard on me..
aiii.. sian. retest retest retest retest retest retest retest retest retest retest..
oh, my hp hang, no photos, hai me go on com. aii!
so im here blaing, not a waste trip -at least.
aaa.. actually nth to rit, haha, so dun bother to read too.
here to waste tyme n waiting to drift into lala land....
my bro brought flowers for his gf for $10, argh, idiot.
mum wanted me go bak in my most-packed hoildays. ai, sian.
recently im v the no life, dunno y.
im watchin the noose now, n transex merlion...lols.
sh keep provoking me wif some stupid face of someone.
i nid a hair cut.
i still think the rock is handsome(:
broke. darm!
30 days of nytes. M18 or NC16 for sure. super violent, scary~
hey, beatin around the bush doesnt solve any thin, sexy.
blogin is sort of meaningless, to me.
i hope hl culd change sch. aint we brothers? welcome:D
thur got trainin. aiyer, v bored lehs.
i wanna join a sports cca in poly:D
AHHH, MY BABY-G IS FILLED WIF SALT WATER.
nvm, 4yrs? oh man.
ohhh.. you ar the music in mee~ na na na na~
argh, y ar ppl makin the same mistakes over n over again..?
we ppl nv learn. ahahahaha.
dinner was nice:D mum's a great cook! yet me dun hav the slightest idea of.. startin up a fire, ON GAS! nvm, i start fire by match sticks n solid fules n leaves.. n, i love canned food:D
i dun hate peeeeesss, i love baked beans n sardins n maggie n eggs..??
god says i wont die of hunger. ahaha.
my bro is waitin to use this com.
so tts y i hav to keep typing n typing to show him tt im still BUSY!
excuser muhh, for the rubbish.
his gf can keep him busy(: i still wonder how she looked.
oh, his sis is a beauty. n the chocolates from me! LOL
im lazy to look up for jay's lyrics. n im now listenin to his song, trying to figure out wad he is singing about. LOL!
oh, 11 pm, yeaaa, flunkin chem is juz few hrs away..
i dun mind if i'll drop or wad. doesnt matter.
i wanna stand wif u on the mountain, i wanna bathe wif u in the sea~~ ahaha. nice~~
100% jerk. 101% misunderstanding, i hoped. aiiiiiiiiiiii............
nw everyone lik askin all around for retest info ar,
sch got nth better to do then givin so many confussin retest.. i wonder..
102% not in studin mood, heavent even started.
i died the ten thousands n two times, when i heard tt comin from a strangers mouth. oh boy~
i felt so fake. its not me. waited 3hrs. mm, its not me. fake.
i jolly well hoped tt i accidently woke up late tml n found out tt im down wif a fever n hav a qualified MC to skip my retest, so tt i could slp at hm(:
im contented tt u made the effort to ask around, wads happenin to me.
maybe tml, i'll reply. MAYBE.
all i wanna do is to find a way bak into love~~ woooh, nice song.
i nid a new slippers. yup. new.
currently my slippers is, convers, hang ten, addidas, nike, pretty salty, new balance, mizuno....
combination i mean(: oh yea, all drawn by hh.
hai, i missed those thimes when we were juz best buddy(:
juz before u were too concerned of me, juz before u said so much, juz the time where by our megs were talking bout cameras, urs is 0 mega pix, n mine is 30 mega pix. ahaha.
but tts also when we said bout eac oth pic, n when u admit tt u miss me.
time files. when 3 sentance became 3 words. when 30 megs became 3. rit? brother?
i love playin wif sprayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss(:
when i grew up, i wanna be my own boss. i wan open a small shop of my own(:
i wan fabulous, tts ma simple request~~~ ~~ ~~~:D
i wan play bballlllll~!!!! i wan 244~~~!!!!
i wan this i wan tt i wan everything....
i wan you, oh yea~ ahhaha
miaoling ar miaoling ar... u ar...
oh ya, my inbox hav 961 meg, if hit 1000, then i will.. CLEAR INBOX!
woah, sensation. n 800 meg is.. ok byebye!!

photos!!!

2007-11-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

i nearly got raped here!

my dearest LING!^.^

jun hong!

THIS IS WAD I CALL LIFE!

tryin to kill me-.-

me,ling,joanne,junhong:D

hh hse:D

bro,hh,jh:S

tell me its a lie. i'll believe you.no more, utterly disappointedd, lie no more, truth's out. again n again. how could i. already knew everything. cross the line. hav everything. so wad. such a waste. so wad its over? fact's in my face. once again. no. not u. others. fact. wtf. wth. gal, wheres the trust. wad? me! so wheres the faith?! look's nth. this temp of mine, could bursh a never-flat-bball!!!!!! if theres no perfact ans tml. its over.

2007-11-13T20:02:00.000+08:00

UPDATE!! this is fur wanting. LOL!!!

links ar linked. thanks but no thnks

santosa trip was fun(: but cloudy...

photos will be updated next tyme when im free.

hua! utterly busy.

belvin's msn add is [belvin_miss_bee_hian@hotmail.com] ahahah!! cute guy, nv fail to entertain me:D BEST BUDDY=D yup, OBS, i still miss the fun we had..

zhaoxi, first sitting partner cum buddy hu can control my playin-in-class attitude. super greatful to him! i o u 1(: once in my whole 15-yrs-life, the onli partner who can ignore my temptation. ahh, coool~ [claps claps]

2 fingers spark off a war, i didnt realize we were so weak.. sighhh..

ROARRRRR!! imma gonna killlllll hu eva ruinedd 244!! euu ruined mah whole BBALL LIFE! IDIOT!

sian ar, im immune to wateva mood u gav me. not gonna waste my tyme diggin up wad happened, u'll recover anyway>:(

thanks miaoling, completed readin EDWARD CULLEN! woah, super nice book, glad tt she intro these books to me(:

i think this tyme is not me hu is unreasonable, i've been giv in too much, coz i learnt to treasure, to keep. yet u ar pushin n pushin, sometimes i juz wonder hu m i.

WOOO!! today, took 51 alone. fell aslp. miss stop. then took a walk around the city. reminds me of OAsilver. oh man,i miss yani:( eventually get to suntec, huaa!, tt type of sensation!

hsihhwa, not sihwa. neither is xihwa nor shihwa!!!oh man, i died the ten thousand and one tyme seeing ppl spell this name wrongly n askin fur the correct one!

30 days of night! although i cant watch tt movie, but im reading the book now, super nice! im in love wif vampires' storys now:D

sleeping on bus is a bad habit>_<>

juz a gal-next-door, but ain't nobody.

DNA's last match was a success:D well, at least, but no more. ANGEL, proud to be the one hu named it:D

i dun wan go bak malaysiaaaaaa, not this hoildayyyy, im vvvvvv busy!! i hardly got the tyme to breath!! stop intimate!!

i enjoyed being solo n random!! not tt i dun enjoy clip on, its juz tt, jumpin here n there is not anyone could accept. neither could i.

sometymes being frens ar better. i dun worry too much - at least. it can stop cutting down my brain cells too. im so darm lack of brain cellssss..

im happy yet sad, laughing while crying, excited but nervous, high mix low, definitely troubled n worried.

PARANOID!! me? i think so =/

JASMINE! yes! meeting out soon, purposely put u in the last one so that u can read through my whole long post lookin fur ur name~!!! xDxD

hmmm, juz another random post, wif no meaning, or shld i say, hard to understand? but nvm, fact will always remain as facts. u will understand, eventually:D

FLUNK(:

2007-10-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

I FLUNK-ED MY EOY(:

oh well, nvm. haha. i wont be in top 20 this yr, dammit! i lose 18marks fur AM becoz i copied the question wrongly. holy.. i fear my brother>.<

i wanna be aa VAMPIRE!!!

highly talented, gifted abilities, extreamly powerful.. bloodsuckersss. had this dream since young, mum nv mention bout them infront of me, she tot it'll influence me, childish it may seem(: so, wads ur wildest dream?

down, down, down..

walkin in the park aimlessly, juz continue walking silently though u no im lost. took the lead n showed me the way out. lame jokes tt dont seem to be funny made me laugh. if i knew my smile would take u away, i will remain glum. yup, glummmmmm... but thanks, tt 2 hr ment smt, fur at least.

sometimes i should shut up abit, i seem too noisy. ppl will tot i suffer from serious illness if i dun say a word. haha. but sometimes i wonder...

ahh, boredomlism. no such word, i know.

too relax doesn't seem to be a good thing. actually i had quite a pack schedule, but i dun reali enjoyed it, coz there are training here n there. i hadent complete OA test wif the sec 1 n 2. oh ya, i got my OA gold;) coz i attened OBS, so i can get OA gold straight. yea:D! bronze, silver, gold in 6 months, im lucky:D! SFA, FD.....=.-''

wad a holiday, wad a year..

2007-10-14T11:34:00.000+08:00

examination seatxD

gugu facex)

it was a candid(:

waitin fur cab.

2007-10-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

I AM TIRED.
when playin was mistaken fur foolin..........
...........explanation will be taken as excuses..
you left me ,,,,puzzledd
me am tired of solvin ..........................................................................
...........................so i justt left it.. .....
too... ......................................................................

sorry..

i shuld't apologize..

opps...............................................................................................

.......................................................................i did it again..

sorry

oppps................................................................

.....................................again

sorry..

k box.

2007-10-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

oh well,
exams' over(=
wahahahhaha...
ok, im gonna flunkx)

i went k box=D
wif michx, fang n yan.
FUN(:
michx.. i dunno how to sing.. ahahaha.
psps:p

tyyypooo...

2007-09-29T14:01:00.000+08:00

28/9 air port.

aeroplane......... so late, so dark, yet so nice:D

on the way..

yellow shirt-me

then hh then jh.

wateva u call it, the day ppl play candles n lanten. hahaa.

studyin..??

....

happy bday mum:D

xtra de didi:/

last day of term break.

me n ber's:) we lik so creative la.

the SPADE which create WONDERS...~!!

1ST wonderful work. the ji-pon flag:D

haha..

me n ber. hard tyme:/

us again.

n again.

n again again. ahha!!

ahaha!! totally buried from toe to neck:D
cute eh? my hokian partner cum sister. ahaha.

SANTOSA TRIP.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHOURONG:D

so bored after 2 Lang' paper.after eng go out. jh ps nia! ok fine. not his fault.so left me n hh now a days lik no movie, tsk tsk tsk.so from vivo went bugis, then to airport.at airport saw jannet tay** our sch cher.at the sight viewing T1 there de.diao, totally sian diao. she was lik, looking at me n hh, "wad u 2 doing here, no more exams le ar?!!"hey, not funny ok?! then oso c the whole class there to send her off. sec2s or sec1s i think.wa, sian. super super sian. go airport oso lik go sch lik tt. finally jh come to find us. LOL!! then play play play. then they say we 3somme. -.-

new song

2007-09-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

song:: what dreams are mad of

artist::Hilary Duff

from::the lizie muguire movie:)

Hey now Hey now

Hey nowHey now

Have you ever seen such a beautiful night?

I could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright

When i see you smile and i go oh oh oh

i would never want to miss this

cuz in my heart i know what this is

[Chorus]

Hey now

This is what dreams are made of

Hey now Hey now

This is what dreams are made of

I've got somewhere i belong

I've got somebody to love

This is what dreams are made of

Have you ever wondered what life is about?

You could search the world and never figure it out

you don't have to sail all the oceans no no no

happiness is no mystery and here now it's you and me

[Chorus]

Open your eyes (This is what dreams are made of)

shout to the sky (This is what dreams are made of)

Then i see u smile and i go oh oh oh

Yesterday my life was duller

Now everything's technicolor

[Chorus]

(Hey now)

Hey now

This is what dreams

This is what dreams are made of

well, its a pretty high n nice song(:

hmmm,, i'll flunk EOY this yr though.

im not even ready fur maths!!!

imagine i fail maths... HOLY!!

i might end up on the streets. ahahahaha!!

oh crap,, so many things. i'll sort it out 3weeks after.

c'mom, count the days tt had pass instead of counting how many more to go.

xuefang always used this in camp~!! ahahah!! true n encouranging though.

totally tore up by my family..infact everything.

i already think out of 1million n one "expected outcome" to arrive

n also thought of its solution,,consequences,,anymore?

i used to think tt all this are waste of brain cells in the past,

but now tt i learnt tt impossible are possible,

i started to do all these,

to mentally perpare, so tt i wont die of shock tt easily though.

if someone's gonna leave me this min,

my ans may juz be , oh, izzit?..

rather then to sit down n cry my eyes out lik a freako i used to be.

there's no fureva, fairytales, prince charming. hahaha.

though i'll love to be in one of those.

c'mom, get a life. no sex=no love.

everyone noe's it, we'r juz afriad of admitting. ahaha.

instead of givin myself in,

i learnt to play around first.

even if im gonna be ditched this min,

i'll not be hurt. im pretty fine wif it as well.

getting mad n all fuss up?

maybe awhile, maybe a no.

its already part of a history. y bother?

if i flunk my EOY,

i'll retain, or change sch. ahahahah!!

all these ar easy to say, hard to be done.

well, hu cares,

when there's a will, there's a way:D

c'mom, be positive.

endure..? wif ur unpreditable plans n decisions?

lets c.. how.. long.. im.. gonna.. endure..

lets c.. how.. far.. are.. my.. limits(:

OH YEA!
i've taken my OA silver.
so darm comfirmed tt i'll pass. ahahaha
nvm, im oso prepared to the failing plan.
it was fun but lonely though.
activities are nth w/o a grat team):
unfortunately, its a 2days camp, so not much bonding.
fortunately, i made a fren, YANI!:D

2007-09-06T10:49:00.000+08:00

JONA! hahaha. i love calling hi jona:D

yanting n me:D

ahahahaha. the 4 of us.
reali nth to do lor. untill wan play self-tymer:/

long journey!

hahahaha. after sana!

shaun>yellow n orange.

jh>pink n green?

hh>grey n blue.

WANTING'S HEART. :D

LOL!

daddy daddy~

PINK CLOUD.

actually this is fur cc though.

kaijun's hse. drinking beer.

HAHAHAHA!! 197 BUS NO. TAG.

me n hh wan cop thislong tyme ago.LOL!

SHIHUI ROCKS LIK STAR!

i oso didnt noe when she ritten this:/

this few days ar...

went taka wif mum.

brought lots of lots of stuff.

me spent bout $500 le bahs=x

3zara shirt. 1 pull n bear. 2esprit shirt n coat. levis's jeans.

i got my skinny jeans too!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

so happy!

fotos ar quite of a jumpo. LOL!

beer, beer n more beer.

stealing, disiaoing, drinking n playing.boy,trying to drank me? maybe next life:)

maybe this is the life. i should be in.

exciting, dangerous, messy n junked up.

all bak to square one. coz my boy is a unique one of a kine;D

fazlin leg.ahahaha

2007-08-22T17:03:00.000+08:00

this is how mr fazlin's RIGHT leg look lik in the past one week.

basketball is his life. LOL!

anyway, the previous post all these,

i noticed many typo. LOL!!

maybe is i post fotos post dao gong liao.

srry anyway.

today mr fazlin finally came bak.

ahahahahaa. n his leg looks lik THAT!

30yr old wan act lik 15. tsk tsk tsk.

anyway, tt nyte when me n hh saw him.

we went up to him, tap his shoulder n..

juz stood there n laugh, laugh and laugh harder.

laugh untill cramp. n he juz stood there n scold scold scold.

we reali reali cant stop laughing, we cant even say byebye to him.

then fnally he walked off. we? still laughing. ahahahahahaAHAHAHAH!!

suay ar him. ahahahahahahah.

2007-08-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

yan ping, im oso watching ok?! through mms:D

shan n sh. LOL!!

i juz cant stop laughing. LOL!!

by daddy on the bus.

supper gay!!

first aid com.

trolly!! aww, i miss this one.

pushing each other in this trolly all around his void deck at 8pm.

lik so kindergarden kid.

oh boy, its lik so fun. lols. though its stupid.
the ability to made me miss u n ur stupid ideas.

this weekend,

so pissed, so bored, so.. wadeva tt's needed to descibe bad mood.

kanna pang seh by so many ppl in juz one morning.

thank god jh cc gareth n shaun turn up in the end.

btw, hh n gc this weekend gao shi zhong. -.-

lols. i found out tt, hh, jh, gc, sh, wt, cc, ar ppl who i see 6days in a week.

i would feel supper werid if i dun c them.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

~~this world is full of CRAP!~~

~~i'd been kept in the dark all this long.~~

~~i tot im the one who should be sorry.~~

~~n even felt guilty when u actually congretz me,~~

~~when u found out he actually likes me.~~

~~but why! ppl(sssss) came telling me tt u already had a stead!~~

~~ROAR! n why, juz why he go one big round n then found out tt im actually juz beside him..?~~

~~i'd be a big fat liar if i said i dun dun dun lik him.~~

~~i admit things he did moved me n made me fall fur him.~~

~~this love so not right, yet so irresistable.~~

~~i'd juz keep things the way they ar. i wont show nor do anything~~

~~boy,u let me hate n love u all at the same tyme. im so darm DARN!~~

i'd stop falling, coz i already reached the bottom.

everything i tot wont happen, had happened.

everything is a crap, too much crap together, ruins my life.

zoo trip

2007-08-18T20:11:00.000+08:00

OUR TRIP TO THE SINGAPORE ZOO :D

white tiger. supper cool!

errrr,,

this 1 is cute de lor. it goes on land n water.

MASAKII!! ahahaha..

this monkey somehow noe how to pose.

oh, btw,camera man is hh:)

looks fake? its real

hahahaa!! gc.

cc monkey face. LOL!

didi

mo ai yi fen zhong..... LOL!!

pigs. wildboar.

cage.

uhuh?

i oso dunno y he shot this. but this couple is supper noisy.

plus, childish. LOL!! n the guy is jay. LOL!!

map map

....

.....???

hh, sh,jh,gc,cc,n didi. ME!:D

crap, i furgotton the name.

aaa.. i oso furget this one.

HOURSE!!!

monkey show.

goat.

GOT COW LA SHIHUI!

pigs.

pig again.

RABBIT. BUNNY!! YEAA!!

this one v disgusting la. the nose lik so....

insects, for ur info. look closer. ^^

long-neck-deer. LOL!! chi cum eng version.

oh oh, the lion king de.

zzzeeeeebbbrrrraaaaa.....

raino!! crap, it fart lik so smelly la! eeeeeeee!!!

POLA BEEEAAAARRRRR!!! awww, i juz love them!!

wadevea. i furgot this one too.

monkey!!

ah ming. he look so sad:(

giant tortoist.

i furget wad this is. LOL!!

jh n me de stamp. SINGAPORE ZOOOOO.

hh at 244 sec floor. there, the white white ghost. ahaha.

didi robbing my bag:(

act seh onli. LOL!!

all the sexy hunks. ahahaha. jh,cc,gc,hh.

ok. thats all fur zoo. n bball:D

2007-08-12T12:52:00.000+08:00

... ahahahahaha!!

gorgor..

me n ber, told him to do tootpid face le! ROAR!

MUSHROOM:D

drawn buy water, in parade square.

L.O.V.E
jo,me,wanting,enqi:DDD

KAPPA!! AHAHA.

obs bagpack.

me n shan

gareth,hoeloon,peikeit,guocheng,hsihhwa,chunchiet,me:D

we rox!! AWWW!!.

mrt:D

this is yoshinoya's order tag, hh cope it. LOL!!

pei kiet n gareth

drawings.

this robort is super cool hao bu hao.

my cousin lik so xing fu la. awwww.

rose bookmark:p
ROAR!! when did u get it?!

fireworks:D

i suddenly rmb ham ham. LOL!!

my cousin's-wife-to-be. LOL!!

party

happy 7th bday cousin jia yun!

ber jh hh

JAPAN FLAG!! ROARRRR

stolen flower from the bridge, rit boy? ahaha

MY BLOOD, got smily face-.-

BEEEE

ppl, these photos ar not according to orders.

anyway, enjoy, more coming up.still got 70plus more bahs.

the zoo ones. tuition come bak then post.

im running late fur tuition!! gtg:D

wahahahahah

2007-07-29T20:32:00.000+08:00

firstly..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EN QI MUSHROOM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BITCHY JIAN HONG!!

oh crap, i lost my wire. no more fotos till i came bak from obs.
yp giv me the meaning to blog, so i blogged. ahahahahahahahaha!!
ok, i lost count of the dates.LOL!ok, i rmb some.onli.

23, me n shann late fur sch n severed detention till 6.got some flowers from hh.

24,after cca went to play bball wif hh n gc, had a fun tyme drawing in parade square:D

25,went PUB n had a great tyme. DNA won of coz. me hh gc n cc gob down one whole box of icecream, played wif the sud sud thingy n locked one of the trucks in the car park.lock the cover onli la. HAHAHAH SO EXCITING N FUN!!

26,HAPPY BIRETHDAY JIANHONG:D had dinner wif them till v late. andrew they all. luther didnt make it coz he's one of the member in the LEFT bai ka family. LOL!!

27,brought apple strudle n played bball. I went blind.thanks hh fur fooling the blind, bring her banging on walls n helping her hm:D thanks sh fur ur kind-heartness to guild a blind:D AH LA! WAD ONLI!! n crash wif some holy news. actually i muz admint we'r too close.

28,went steamboat to celebrate jh n eq bday. oh man, i shldnt be there. but anyway, had a great tyme. MADNESS PLAYING.took 97 from city hall,changed bus. reached hm by the last 99 n on the dot,12am, HOLY, had a great scolding from dad!! n thanks again fur helping the blind hm. not furgetting wanting too:)BUNNIIES ROXX UR LIFE MAN!! hahaha, n of coz everyone.

29,HAPPY BIRTHDAY EN QI MUSHROOMMM!! went around shopping centres fur OBS things. n got some "GREAT" "BEST" WISHES FROM GC JH N SHAUN! eg, wish u tio dangue ar!!, c hunto die there ar!!, die of stink ar!!, shit untill u die ar!!, boat n drop into the sea ar!! so on n on.... bla bla bla..ha-ha-ha-thank-you-man-s. ahaha.oh, i went bak to the doc today n seek fur some advice. its becoz i hadnt been taking the medi given. arrrghhh, n ya thanks fur the terrifying fact tt i might get nyte blindness if i dun continue taking the medi frm u DOC!!

30,BYE GUYS!! IM TAKING A BREAK IN OBS:D NO MORE RUBBISH ISSUES BUT MORE HANDSOME GUYSSSSS!! yeaaa man:D
a ship in harbour is safe, but tt is not wad ships ar built fur!

ppl dun always think the same.especially when u already had her.u've been too gd to me, i can hang out wif u whereva wheneva i wan, coz i've nv a him to control me. but its not fair fur u n her. may it be our careless-ness or may it be on our playfulness, its both not rit.boy,we nid to work on our distance,,, its the best way to keep this frenship alive.

FRIENDSHIP
FRIENDship
friendSHIP
FRIEND FRIEND ship ship
friendship.
oh crap its so hard. crab is hard too. ahahahahah.
taking a break in obs is a gd choice to make me high bak:D
n a gd chance to hav some new "contacts" in my hp;D

BOOOOOOO~!!

WOOOO YAAAA!!

BANG BANG!!~~!!

maybe some things u did in ur life dosent matter to u, but hu knows tt maybe tt something might mean alot to ppl around u.maybe u'r in a position tt many ppl desire to be in, u'll nv noe. even if everyone furgotton u, there bound to be tt someone, someone tt still rmb, still take u as a v important role in their lives. ppl, ur life is not juz urs, it belongs to many ppl. tain shen wo cai bi you yong. think on the brighter side, there's always a reason behind everything. anything:D seriously, when u ar not there sometymes, ppl tent to ask around fur ur reason-of-absent.believe it or not, im one of the ppl. aiya, ni bu dong de la!! xD xD jiayou!

as long as u'r alive, standing rit infront of us,we'll nv furget u.life gets better n better!!!:D

fine

2007-07-22T09:43:00.000+08:00

fine. btw, wat i wrote dosent apply on u all onli. think wadeva u wan, coz i dun care anymore. wads the point caring anyway? all of us, things will nv be the same angin. angry? hate me? go ahead. -i hate leebeehian- go ahead. u all got ur limit, i got mine too. tts it, enough of all these rubbish. wadeva u think dosent concerns me anymore.

fire drills.

2007-07-21T17:27:00.000+08:00

YEA!! I PASSED OA!! IM GONNA GET THE BADGE.
which is v nice:D im so so so happy:D im going fur the silver one after NDP:D
hmm.

WED.
miss sch. coz of contact lenses.
then this n tt la, anyway, now a days go to sch oso nth to do.
mind as well stay at hm slp. went doc, he gave me 2days MC instead of 1.
went IMM after doc thingy, wif parents. WOAH! brought lots of things:D
missing sch wasnt so bad~ xD

THUR.
actually decided to use up the 2days mc de.
but got chem lab! so hai shi go le. LOL!
n yea, i juz love lab lessons:D POP!
went bugis to get jh presents. lols.
wif gc n, hmm, jh.

FRI.
fire drills. aiders part was ok. alot of running around.
hmm, at least i wont hav to sit fur so long la.
but, terrence was rit, its not a laughing matter.
maybe many of u out there didnt noe tt this is actually a v serious exercise.
wad if this is the real thing, can u imagine a fren hu sat beside u today juz vanished,from now n the rest of ur life.n the reason behind it, its becoz u ar laughing n playing.
cca was quite fun. lols. yaya, the senior is cute.
after cca, LOL!! so.. hmm, went JP wif hh, ber, to meet jh n cc.
went jp walk one round then go hm le.
but in the end the wan go my hse there hav dinner. so..
STING RAY! vege, sotongs,, n a few other dish.
but all is spicy de la. so we lik, SO HOT!
we sabo cc eat the chili. so fun! laugh lik mad there.
jh left half way, so hh, ber, cc sent me hm. hahaha.
photos will be uploaded on next post.

SAT.
went to OA test. woke up so early la, so tired :(
out door cooking was fun. fUN. FUN!
burnt my hand, but still manage to cook my lunch:D
everything was quite easy la. quite common sense oso.
so, ya, i passed. together wif amirah n jasmine:D
i bet ms shyam will kill me if i dun pass.
im going to the silver course after NDP!
firstly, im the i/c, secondly, OA badge is v v v v nice, totally different from the others.
WOAH! im so excited. n heard tt silver got camp. 3D2N, lik OBS de camp!
WOAH! im so excitedddddd~~~~~~!!!! i juz love camp! :D
reached hm quite early though, somemore wif YQ. LOL!!

so insulting, so hurting, so not lady lik?
yea, i noe. its juz a joke. maybe not fur u, fur masaki n all. i didnt tok to u in tt manner, coz i noe its rude to u. got influence? yea. i reali didnt noe how to face, or tok to u all anymore. coz maybe every word is hurting n insulting. yes, i noe my toking manner sux, n u guys dun lik it. n if its lik tt, y would i wan to make the same mistake all over again? joke?, i already furgotten how to.i tried, tried to be careful when having a conversation. it hurts to c frens pin pointing out wrong thing u did in their blogs. maybe we ppl cant take it as nth happened, of coz, it'll be inhuman. now i couldnt possibly juz pop up n say, LETS GO OUT ON SAT! could i? wad will be the ans? errm,,,? then change the topic n furget about this one? u wouldnt wan to come along wif ppl whom u hated so much rit? n taking part in a totally not-intreasting-game fur u. one month,one month not going out wif u guys is utterly disappointing plus hurting. imagine looking at blogs tt ar filled wif so many wonderful memories n fotos, n its pretty obvious its a purpose. one day? angry, one week? disappointing, one month?,, used to it already. together im doing the same thing oso, going out wif them, posting down my everyday footsteps, yes, i admit im angry too. so wads the point? appolgise? forgiven? forgiven n hated my attitude so darn much? blaming each other about the changes? a broken mirror is always broken, how u stick it bak, the reflaction of it will always different. wad did u expect me to say? to do? basketball wasnt fun fur u guys at all, n i jolly well noe tt. especially playing wif ppl hu u dun lik. flirting? yes we may seem to. but each of us noe v well tt sexy naughty n bitchy ar closest boyfriend to me, n they ar my brothers. we'll not fall fur each other. they hav their life, i hav mine too. i admid tt im spending too much tyme wif them becoz of bball in the last half yr. i love camps, i love exercising, i love madness playing. but do u? its not tt i dun lik spending tyme wif u guys, its juz tt, i dun hav tt much of money to spent. bball dosent consume any after all. excuses? fact. u may be thinking, yea yea, lik them so much, go join them la. but wads the point of this thinking? chrish its not in my dictionary anymore? if its not in it, maybe i wont bother to do so much. u guys had put in alot trying to accept, but cant. v glad, but maybe this is already ur limit. so y force urself to adapt to, ppl hu u dont lik, hu is so insane, me? wad if u all were me? all ur frens fed up wif ur fking attitude? would u bother to change? yes.. coz u chrish them. think im acting? acting ker lian? as i said, juz be it, im tired, tired of so many things happening, tired of this sicko life, tired of every single little thing. life goes on.so wad can i possibly do? its already impossible to rewine tyme.
gonna stop blogging fur a long tyme. later post will all be photos onli. coz im so tired of blogging:)
~~[[xiiaoxiiann]]~~ [[shitty bitch]]

NDP!

2007-07-17T20:36:00.000+08:00

SUN.
after tuition meet jh n cy.
coz wan go hh hse take textbook n bball.
but in the end kanna busted again. super siian.
so went hm.

MON.
commontest was a comfirm-ed fail.
TRIANGLES!!! SO SICK OF IT!
hai me unable to complete the others.
n the AXIS!! i actually count wrong!! arghghghghgh!
after sch went movie- DIE HARD 4.0 - wif shan.
hunaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. super nice! espically the story lines.
went imm after tt to get my swimming suit. hahaha.
brought the teecum in giant.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! super disgusting. haha.
DNA lose the match. ah, sad. hh sprain leg. ah, GD!

TODAY.
lessons were long n boring.
compo was lame. aaahh laaa.
n today is the day i longed fur having HISTORY!!
CHAPTER 5 -FRANSIM JAPAN-
ahahaha i think its spelled lik tt.
but anyway, masaki had a longgg oonnnneee hoooourrrrr...
n n n, hh nv come, so we lost one allies to fight masaki. ah la, sad.
WOH!! shuang! POA cher nv come. WOH! cooool...
so.. this n tt.. then rc.. then this n tt..
then then then, went hm SHUN BIAN meet sh. since she in je n we going same way.
then SUAY SUAY meet lishan, ah la, sud sud ar.
ahaahahaa, so walk to hh hse take bball.
but he not at hm, so came p wif tootpid reasons to get bak my ball.
ahahah, then my bball below the "shen tai".
then my bball got one v nice smell. yeayea, jos-stick n burning paper smell.
ahahah, n we were saying tt the ball sure v gd luck de.
bounce bounce bounce, i dropped the bball.
then roll on to the BUSY STREET!!.
then bang here n there, safe sia!! my BBALLL IS SAFE!
ahahahaa, so heng, nth happened, nit even a scratch, WOH! cool man.
so went hm. tired..